a dainty,redolent macaron

A & E Pharmacy

2011-12-14T02:47:00.001+08:00

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

"Dengan menyebut nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang"

Actually I wrote this entry last night or early morning just now but I don't know what happen they don't save it. It's okay no harm in writing all over again. Just another entry to share my experience while working from 11pm till 8am. When everybody is sleeping in their comfort bed remember someone out there is working everyday. Either doctor, nurses, MA, pharmacist even cleaner works for 24 hours (but that A&E toilet still kotor I don't know why).

Yesterday the only word to describe is horrible. OPD was suddenly attacked by hundreds of people don't know from where. Suddenly the basket looks like Menara KL. I don't take my lunch because I'm too scared for my insulin assessment and yet I still didn't performed well during that counselling session. Have to attend CME at 2pm. Back to OPD and work until 6pm from 7.30am that morning. Supposedly I can go back at 4.30pm but due to the latest rule or regulation, we the new PRPs MUST come as early as 7.30am and stay back until 6pm everyday at OPD. So, I'm so lazy to argue and use my night call as an excuse to go back early, I work until 6pm. Reached home by 7pm. Didn't sleep at all and at 9.30pm start my car engine and off to hospital again (p/s you should know the distance between my house and hospital is about 50km/way and it took me at least 30 minutes to reach my destination). Arrived at hospital 30 minutes before 11pm, keep my belongings and familiarize myself with that room again.

Night call with Mr. Andrew is absolutely best and cool. He'll sit in front of the counter. Shared with me his experience in KK Palong. Told me stories about methadone clinic. Told me that some of Pegawai Farmasi in HTJ will come for night call and just sleep until 6am in the morning. He even went to IPD to take Bactrim injection and later found it in A&E. At 3am I decided I don't want to sleep because I'm not sleepy yet but he insisted me to take a rest at least to avoid mistakes during dispensing though you only dispense PCM, gelusil, ponstan and prolase commonly but it'll make a different if you asked patient to chew PCM instead of gelusil :D

Honestly, I don't understand how people can come to hospital very very late at night or very very early in the morning just for a strip of PCM? Unless it's a life threatening situation then I understand. Sometimes I wish I can give patient more medication especially when they asked "Panadol je?" but what to do only PCM stated in the prescription. And the ward indents, why must come two three times in a night? It's not even stat. You orang memang suka turun Farmasi A&E kan nak kacau kita orang berehat kan?

Within 24 hours I only sleep for an hour. I had two cups of coffee. But, please prepare yourself with sweets or another cup of coffee if you're driving back that morning. It's extremely dangerous to drive when you're sleepy. Now I'm sleepy again after had my lunch with mak and adik and sleep for 3 hours. Better off to sleep now lah. Eh, later we're going to Port Dickson to have ikan bakar for dinner. Yummy!

Take care people. Semoga Allah sentiasa melindungi kamu semua InsyAllah.

Assalamualaikum.

Ombak Rindu

2011-12-03T15:14:00.001+08:00

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

"Dengan menyebut nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang"

Assalamualaikum

Dear blogger.com, please make an application for iPad as soon as possible. Thank you.

Berbalik kepada tajuk asal diatas.Ya, saya telah menonton Ombak Rindu pada hari kedua tayangannya.Berapa bintang? 2.5/5 sahaja. Kenapa?

Kerana .... (Ini pandangan saya mungkin bukan pandangan awak)

Jauh lebih seronok membaca novelnya. Memang akan ada yang cakap mana mungkin beratus mukasurat novel di buat 2 jam filem. Tapi sekurangnya ada klimaks dalam filem tersebut. Tanya pada mereka yang menonton bagaimana plot filem itu? Jika ditanya pada saya apakah kemuncak penceritaan dalam filem ini? Entah. Boleh jadi ketika Pak Dolah memberitahu Hariz siapa dirinya sebenar. Atau mungkin ketika Hariz kemalangan? Atau mungkin ketika Hariz benar-benar mula menyayangi Izzah? Anda tonton dan jawab sendiri.

Tetapi Osman Ali sangat bijak memilih lokasi penggambaran. Kagumnya saya dengan pemandangan-pemandangannya. Rumah Hariz dan Datuk Sufiah yang cantik. Sawah padi menguning. Bukit tersergam. Pemandangan senja kemerahan. Memang SubhanAllah. Tahniah Osman Ali. I like your style lah!

Lihat sahaja poster filemnya.

Tipu katakan tak ada setitik pun air mata saya menitis. Tetapi menangis bukan Kerana cinta Izzah kepada Hariz Tetapi Kerana sakitnya Izzah bila dipukul Hariz. Kenapa itu tontonlah sendiri nanti Ada pula yang marah. Dan filem Ini penh dengan aksi romantis Izzah Dan Hariz. Memang umum ketahui kemampuan Aaron Aziz membawa watak lelaki kaya yang romantis dan gentleman dan kebolehan Maya Karin menghayati watak tak perlu dipertikaikan. Skrip yang ditulis juga bagus. Ya, memang bagus.Semua orang Ada pandangan masing-masing Dan Ini pandangan saya.

Selamat berhujung mingu. Dan selamat berkerja.
Take care.

OPD

2011-11-26T07:44:00.001+08:00

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

"Dengan menyebut nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang"

alhamdulillah masih diberi Allah kekuatan meneruskan tugas yang disandang.

sedar tak sedar dah dua minggu berkerja. despite all the assessment and all the expectations from pegawai farmasi that expect us to be "that" good and "that" knowledgeable about the drugs we still survive again this week. thinking of writing about my work last weekend but you know lah school holiday always full with wedding invitations.

assigned to Out Patient Department for 2 months sounds terrible and scary.

but Alhamdulillah everyone there really help each other and admitting your mistake help you to learn a lot.

there are five of us in OPD. Me, Ainul, Faizal, Siew and Esha.

for the first three weeks we are not allowed to dispense because Pn.Erin wants us to familiarize with the location of the drugs first. We did a lot of filling. Sometimes labelling. But i don't like labelling because i'm not so sure about when to take the drugs (before or after food) but at least Hanah sent that small book which really helps me in labeling. at least i have some guidelines while doing it.i think we'll start dispensing next week since some of the PRP is attending Kursus Induksi for a week.

talking about assessment.we've a list of things that need to be assess.from MDI until Premarin cream.includes clexane & arixtra, warfarin, insulin, nasal spray and HAART. i don't like HAART because it's complicated and a lot of opportunistic infections related.even now I'm still looking for an answer whether patient can eat HAART drugs at the same time with anti-TB drugs.

just a small note to myself.when one day i'm the senior FRP in a hospital never judge someone or never ask which university he/she came from and then make a face.Its annoying.People can read your non-verbal language.remember that.

It's my mistake I don't know how to answer your question but it's not my lecturers' mistakes.I know lah you're so genius.maybe once upon a time studied in a well known university or a MPharm holder I don't know lah since I graduated from a not-so-famous-and-good-university in Malaysia kan?

next week I'll go to AADK and Penjara. So nice HTJS kan to give us new experience at penjara.

till here.insyAllah will write again next time.

take care.have a nice weekend and Salam Maal Hijrah.

A new chapter begins

2011-11-11T09:28:00.001+08:00

AssalamualaikumHello mate!Since I've been here since 8 a.m waiting for the arrival of madam director of hospital tampin I extremely bored.thank you to my new boyfriend. Always there to accompany me.I played games.like games.from sushi chop to fruit ninja to water.Even I read on turburhaler and MDI (since we've assessment next two weeks).I think my colleague in seremban is having another briefing session today.hate that I miss that session because of this aku janji thing. Should realize it yesterday laaaa and see now I've to wait here for an hour and then fight till the end of my life to find a parking at HTJS after this. Trust me to find a parking at HTJS is terrible. Lucky enough if you can park your car at parking awam down there and walk walk walk to the admin building. Good for your health though but not good if you're an asthmatic patient. I even think that I need to bring an inhaler next time.Forgot to tell you that I'm officially a civil servant working for government and officially staff of Hospital Tampin but will undergo my one year training at HTJ, Seremban. Complicated enough?It's even complicated when all my administration things will be done by Hospital Tampin but I'll be working at Seremban. My salary will be paid by Tampin but my cuti I have to apply to seremban. Sabar je lah.And I can't deny that working is extremely tiring. Last night I decided to take a nap until 11.30 but in the end I woke up at 3 am. I even missed that Miss Universe Malaysia as I fell asleep while watching the show. I think this weekend I've a lot of things to do. Clean up my room. Wash the toilet. Iron my clothes for a week. Wash the car. Madam director is already here but someone is having discussion with her inside and me here waiting outside "patiently". Hopefully I can reach seremban before 11. Still need pengesahan from ketua jabatan for my pas keselamatan.Till then, take care friends!

Ultimate Cheesy vs Chunky Loaded

2011-10-27T11:53:00.002+08:00

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

"Dengan menyebut nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang"

Last Tuesday we went to Pizza Hut to try out their latest pizza which is the Ultimate Cheesy 7 Pizza. Last time we went there and had their 10 layers Chunky Loaded Pizza that turns out not that really delicious for us. I guess we just don't like than thin crust as the base plus too many stuffs inside. Would love to have the normal Pepperoni Delight with pan crust or stuffed crust instead of that Chunky Loaded pizza.

In case you can't remember which one is the Chunky Loaded Pizza here is the advertisement few months back;

However,we love this Ultimate Cheesy so so so so so much!

Its worth every ringgit spend but if you don't like cheese please don't even get near it because it smells sooo cheesy and it definitely tastes good.

Here is the advertisement;

Actually you can add toppings instead of just plain cheese. We add pepperoni to give a little bit of flavor. And you can see that cute little ball on the pizza its Philadelphia Cream Cheese the one that I used to bake a cheese cake. Spread that cheese on your pizza before you eat it.

Its totally awesome. I think I can go and eat it everyday.

But, if you are on diet just have a slice of it and keep the rest of the pizza for the next day. Eat a slice of pizza a day won't affect your diet as long as you take a lot of fruits and vege and drink a lot of water too.

And now i'm hungry and I don't know what to have for lunch.

Take care people. Don't forget to have a slice of Ultimate Cheesy for your lunch :)

Double convocation Double celebration

2011-10-25T15:22:00.001+08:00

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

"Dengan menyebut nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang"

Alhamdulillah.Alhamdulillah.Alhamdulillah.

lima tahun berlalu perjuangan di universiti.di Tronoh mahupun di Shah Alam dan Puncak Alam.rintangan cabaran dugaan memang tak payah nak cakap.macam-macam ada.

tanggal 16 oktober dan 22 oktober menjadi sejarah.hari yang emak abah tunggu selama 22 tahun.menanti dengan penuh sabar.berusaha tak kenal lelah.bersabar melayan kerenah.

tak terbalas jasa mereka.sungguh.

bersama pengarang jantung hati kami

terima kasih Allah atas kurniaan keluarga yang memahami dan bahagia

rasa macam konvo juga padahal hanya menumpang :)

dan inilah hari konvo sebenar saya

dengan ini secara rasminya saya telah bergelar graduan Universiti Teknologi MARA.

terima kasih tak terhingga untuk jasa dan pengorbanan mak dan abah.adik-adik dan along yang sentiasa ada.uwan atuk di kampung.mak ngah,mak tih,mak mah yang sentiasa ada membantu.kaum keluarga yang lain.tidak kira apa keluarga tetap yang paling hampir dengan kita.

kawan-kawan sepersekolahan.umul,inn,jaja,alia,ned,yang,adilah terima kasih sentiasa ada disisi walaupun jauh tetap setia menjadi pendengar masalah-masalah bodoh tak masuk akal.tak pernah rasa berjauhan dengan semua walau berapa benua memisahkan kita semua.insyAllah satu hari nanti kita dapat berkumpul kembali.

kawan-kawan serumah.bed,zah,amy,nad,hanah,qis,maya,kak pijat,kak yana terima kasih atas segalanya.tak kira bantuan ketika belajar ketika dirumah sewa.hanya Allah mampu membalas jasa kalian.

kawan-kawan seUiTM memang ramai lah nak tulis nama 90 orang dekat sini walau apa pun terima kasih juga atas sokongan dan bantuan kalian.kita hidup saling membantu.maaf sekiranya ada terkasar bahasa terumpat terluka jiwa.saya juga manusia biasa tak lari dari membuat kesilapan.panjang umur bertemu lagi.untuk jemputan perkahwinan yang tak dapat dipenuhi saya doakan semoga berbahagia ke akhir hayat.insyAllah.

para pensyarah dan guru.terima kasih atas ilmu kalian.tanpa ilmu siapalah saya hari ini.tanpa panduan tak mampu berdiri seperti hari ini.semoga Allah memelihara kesejahteraan kalian dan memberi kesihatan yang berpanjangan.insyAllah.

dan untuk mereka yang telah mengajar saya erti hidup.erti persahabatan.erti kasih sayang.terima kasih.tak kira kawan dimana pun saya berkenalan semuanya memainkan peranan membentuk siapa saya hari ini.

terima kasih.

wonderful birthday celebrations

2011-10-01T11:10:00.000+08:00

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

its my birthday yesterday.dah tua *sigh*

i miss birthday celebrations with friends.every year since my kindergarten years i'll celebrate my birthday with friends.

mak and abah will prepare party packs for my kindergarten's friends.even only air kotak and apollo cake kids will love it and a simple birthday cake with icing and my name on it.you know lah back in the 90s you don't have fondant cake or secret recipe around here so a simple sponge cake is enough.

same goes to my primary school years.five years there and same routine every year.at that age my friend will give me birthday presents like a pencil,sharpener or small notebook.at that time pun pocket money was only 50 cents a day how come they want to buy a big one :D

back in MOZAC the celebrations become merrier.with friends around.dormmates,classmates,seniors.abah and mak will buy for me cake during weekend and we'll eat together after prep class at night.but there is another celebration that i'm afraid of every year.the 'mean' one! when it comes to this celebration you'll never know how i wish nobody knows when is my birthday.some of them are crazy enough to make people suffer on their birthday.but the memories remain there and its priceless :)

birthday celebrations in UiTM were awesome!

and don't worry they have lot of ideas how to make every year full of memories.thank you *hugs*

my first year,

they gave me bola from memory lane.alaa the one with small beans inside.

my second year,

they bought me yellow sandals from momoe

my third year,

we had pizza from san francisco pizza if i'm not mistaken decorated with m&m on it

my final year,

the biggest celebration ever!

my hospital mates bought ice cream for me and cake and we celebrate it in that small seminar room in Hosp. Sungai Buloh

and i didn't realize that my housemates have something for me that night.they even invite quarter of my classmates that night and bought brownies for me and nasi goreng and many more lah!

i can't tell you how much i love you mate! *nangis*

so sweet.thank you everyone who came to last year surprise party.

this year i'm here in my own home sweet home having fun with my parents on my birthday.

thank you Allah for the wonderful 22 years

alhamdulillah

will update on my birthday wishes later.

take care people.have a nice weekend!

crazy diet plan

2011-09-27T21:39:00.002+08:00

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

been trying very very hard to lose weight.at least lose some inches around my big fat tummy.hopefully will look good this 16th and 22nd october.

i'm very glad to share with you diet plan suggested by someone to me.its a one week challenge but i'll start my diet tomorrow.too hungry lah tonight :D

at least 2.5 liter plain water a day

breakfast;

3 tablespoon plain oat + hot water (not milk) OR 2 half-boiled egg (the egg yolk only)
Kopi O or Teh O

brunch;

1 apple (or orange)

lunch;

2 pieces of tauhu OR 4 Yong Tau Fu and vegetables OR meehun soup

hi-tea;

1 orange

dinner (please dinner 4 hours before you go to bed);

soup - chicken breast (without skin) / meat ball / fish ball + cabagge / brocoli + 2 celery sticks + 1 green pepper + 2 tomatoes + 2 onions + 1 carrot
NO potatoes and corn at all

Strictly can't take these foods for;

2 months;

all goreng-goreng
rendang
sambal
kari (kari without santan still okay)
carbonated drinks
canned drinks
3 in 1 drinks

can't take at all

ALL fast foods (maybe can eat lah sometimes :P)

2 weeks

rice
bread
biscuits
mee gemuk (yellow mee)
kuih-muih
cakes (seriously gonna ignore this)
pancakes
peanuts (gonna miss my lovely peanut)

insyAllah will start my diet tomorrow.

jom jom jom diet with me.

take care people!

busy like a bee

2011-09-20T12:37:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

I miss my dainty, redolent macaron so much

so freaking busy since Syawal

since i have ample time waiting here at the perodua service center let me share with you my daily activities starting on 30th August 2011.

30th August

Selamat Hari Raya
solat sunat aidilfitri at Pedas
raya raya raya at Gadong

31st August

annual family breakfast at home
raya raya raya at Tampin

1st September

raya raya raya at Seremban and Pedas and Rembau

2nd September

mini open house for schoolmates

3rd September

raya raya raya at Kajang, Puchong and Seremban

4th September

along's flight 8.15 a.m at KLIA
send adik back to hostel

5th September

last minute shopping with alang at Giant Tampin
cook spaghetti for my friends

6th September

alang's registration at Puncak Alam

7th September

Kuala Gandah Elephant Sanctuary with cousins
Deerland at Kuala Gandah
Air Panas Bentong
Tutti Frutti

8th September

trip to Melaka with cousins

menara taming sari
muzium setem
kota a'famosa
stadhuys
cendol jam besar
muzium samudera
trishaw session
masak asam ikan pari at Restoran Tiga Lima
Malacca River Cruise
visit Wan Tam at Villa Sentosa, Kg.Morten
solat at Jusco Bandar Melaka
dinner at D Muara Ikan Bakar

9th September

the only day i woke up at 10 a.m after subuh and didn't go out after all

10th September

Pasar Tani with emak and cook Mee Kari for abah's staffs
attend Beesya'a open house at Taman Bukit Chedang
Aishah and Husni come over to my house
attend Fatin's open house at Alor Gajah
fetch Hanah at Rembau

11th September

Vaccination Outreach Clinic, Selayang
makan-makan at Zah's house, TTDI
Wondermilk
makan at Mar's house, Seksyen 11 Shah Alam
sleepover at Yang Mahirah's house, Puncak Alam

12th September

lunch with alang and yang at Pendeta Cafe,Puncak Alam
Jusco Seremban 2

13th September

CIMB
Tabung Haji
Post Office (bills and stamping)
Kaunter e-Tanah, Pejabat Daerah Rembau
Kampung Pedas Hilir

14th September

Jakel Shah Alam
meet alang at puncak alam
Kg.Melayu Subang

15th September

kamal bookstore
lunch at Levaine with Balqis
fetch alang at puncak alam
dinner at Pizza Hut Tampin

16th September

send emak to SMV Ampangan
buying stuff for sisters at Giant Tampin
weekly visit at Mak Long's house Kendong

17th September

puncak alam
kampung pedas hilir
wedding at pedas
pasar malam tampin
cooking late at night for sunday

18th September

wedding at kajang
ampang jaya

19th September

kamal bookstore
kampung pedas hillir
ampang jaya
fetch emak at KLIA

20th September

perodua service center
general hospital seremban

I already have plan for the rest of this week but never mind lah i'll tell you later.I need to take a nap before Zuhur.

Take care people.Love you!

Syawal 1432H

2011-09-02T23:13:00.003+08:00

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

masih belum terlewat rasanya hendak ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri dan mohon maaf dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki segala salah silap terkasar bahasa terguris jiwa.

bagaimana Syawal anda?

sudah lupa pada Ramadhan?

alhamdulillah Syawal yang ke-22 disambut seperti biasa.tiada yang istimewa.masih diberi kesederhanaan dalam hidup untuk punyai baju baru,kasut baru.tidak ada seistimewa baju RM200/meter.tidak ada semahal kasut Jimmy Choo RM2530/pasang.bersyukur apa yang ada.membeli ikut kemampuan.

diuji dengan cirit-birit sejak tengahari raya ke-2 sehingga pagi raya ke-3.adalah tu hikmahnya.sekurang-kurangnya dapat juga beringat-ingat ketika makan.

alhamdulillah minor surgery yang lepas tidak menimbulkan sebarang komplikasi.biarlah kesakitan dan ketidak selesaan itu saya diamkan.tulis pun bukan boleh orang lain rasa kan?

hari ini kami beradik sepakat untuk buat majlis makan-makan.alang-alang sudah raya bolehlah jemput kawan-kawan datang makan.tiada gambar untuk hari ini kerana terlalu sibuk ke sana ke mari.

tapi ada gambar raya kami;

terima kasih kawan-kawan yang datang.dah macam kenduri kahwin pula lah kan.tak apa jangan serik nanti ada permintaan akan dibuat lagi lah makan-makan ini.

esok nak ke rumah sepupu-sepupu pakcik makcik saudara pula.bagi yang akan memandu pulang berhati-hati dijalan raya.ingat,jalan raya bukan tempat berlumba.jangan nak bawak kereta macam pelesit.

take care kawan-kawan.

selamat hari raya

19 Ramadan 1432H

2011-08-19T00:28:00.000+08:00

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

alhamdulillah hari ini dapat bersolat di Masjid Tanah Datar kembali malangnya bilangan jemaah semakin berkurangan.anggap sahaja ada diantara mereka yang mendapat cuti bulanan.

bagaimana Ramadan anda setakat ini? masih tega menanti Lailatul Qadr? masih mampu membuka mata menelan sesuap nasi sewaktu bersahur? masih berkehendak pusing satu bazar Ramadhan mencari juadah berbuka?

sabarlah sahabat.Ramadhan yang setahun sekali ini entah dapat ketemu entah tidak lagi tahun hadapan.hanya tinggal beberapa hari sahaja lagi Ramadhan akan pergi meninggalkan kita.membuat kita ternanti-nanti lagi 11 bulan akan datang.mungkin ini Ramadan terakhir kita? tiada siapa tahu kan?

separuh kedua Ramadan semua sudah mula bersiap untuk raya dan tak ketinggalan kami juga.baju raya sudah siap dijahit.kasut raya sudah beli.beg raya pun sudah ada.abah emak sudah mula bising kuih raya tak buat lagi.insyAllah minggu depan bertambah sibuklah jawabnya.

hendak dijadikan cerita saya telah membuat pilihan pertama.

pilihan untuk mengorbankan sehari puasa saya untuk mengeluarkan dua batang gigi.

pilihan untuk kemungkinan mengorbankan hari raya saya.

tapi saya pegang pada prinsip walau apa pun pilihan saya ambil tetap ada baik buruknya.

terima dengan hati terbuka.

insyAllah sabtu ini akan habiskan masa dengan kawan-kawan tercinta di melaka.kemungkinan untuk tidak dapat bersama berbuka puasa di kuala lumpur sangat tinggi atas beberapa sebab; janji untuk menghantar uwan ke hospital hari rabu pagi dan kemungkinan mulut masih sakit untuk berjalan jauh.

berharap agar tidak ada sebarang komplikasi hari ahad nanti.punya rancang nak moreh sahur bagai baru teringat bukannya saya puasa pun hari ahad :D

sudah sampai masa untuk pergi.ya pergi tidur.

esok ada majlis penyampaian sumbangan aidilfitri.

semoga dapat gambar yang cantik.

kisah doktor gigi

2011-08-10T00:42:00.000+08:00

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

ini kisah doktor gigi saya.

selepas tujuh bulan tak jumpa doktor gigi memang takutlah kan nak melangkah masuk klinik tu.anda dinasihatkan berjumpa doktor gigi enam bulan sekali ya jangan lupa.

klinik gigi kegemaran saya nama dia Jasbir Orthodontic dekat depan City Bayview Hotel Melaka tu.sebelah Putra Specialist Hospital.bukan memang suka tapi terpaksa suka sebab sejak 20/12/2004 dah ulang alik ke sana sampailah ke hari ini.pendek cerita memang dah macam klinik sendirilah lebih kurang.sebenarnya selalu takut jumpa dentist sebab mesti kena tegur "you didn't brush your teeth properly" "your gums are bad" "there are plaques under your gums" "you didn't floss your teeth" and bla bla bla bla

itu sebab utama lah.tapi dengan bantuan beberapa produk bukan kecantikan tapi untuk penjagaan mulut alhamdulillah my gums getting better and doctor cakap dah improve a lot.mari saya kenalkan sahabat karib saya;

ini berus gigi Oral B Pro Expert Complete dengan Cross Action

ini ubat gigi Sensodyne Gum Care

ini Biotene Mouthwash

combination of these three products alhamdulillah menghasilkan gusi yang lebih sihat dan kurang plak-plak degil.kisahnya hari ini pergi jumpa doktor dengan niat nak pasang fixed retainer untuk lower teeth sebab rasa-rasa macam dah berterabur balik gigi ni

ini bukan mulut saya tapi yang doktor tu pasang sebiji macam ini.

siapa nak pakai braces lima tahun lepas tu gigi berterabur balik kan? nak dijadikan cerita doktor cakap 90% dia rasa yang my lower wisdom teeth yang punya kerja crowded kan gigi depan.hasil x-ray telah membuktikan memang sah ada dua wisdom teeth kiri kanan dalam gusi dan tak akan keluar sampai bila-bila.ditambah dengan upper wisdom tooth yang menggigit bahagian dalam pipi.seronok kan?

i need your opinion (walaupun berapa orang sahaja pembaca blog ni) since i have few options regarding my wisdom teeth yang perlukan surgery tu.

that surgery can only be done by an oral surgeon because its a difficult case.and i can't remove both teeth in one surgery.remove one this week.check the sutures after a week.then a week after that remove another tooth.i need 4 weekends to do that.so the options are;

A. undergo that surgery this month before posting

B. undergo that surgery later at government hospital when i start working

both options have their own advantages and disadvantages.

undergo that surgeries before posting maksudnya kena sacrifice my raya and a few days of puasa.

undergo that surgeries later in government hospital maksudnya i've to make another visit and start all over again with a new dentist at a new hospital.which i might not be comfortable with.

i need your help.your opinion.please please.

thank you and selamat bersahur.

Ramadhan Kareem

2011-07-31T21:27:00.000+08:00

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Ya Allah,

terima kasih atas Ramadhan Mu kali ini

terima kasih dipanjangkan umur ditetapkan iman kali ini

terima kasih masih diberi nafas dicelik mata kali ini

Ya Allah,

hambaMu yang hina kotor dan cerca ini mohon ampun

hambaMu yang alpa ini mohon ampun

hambaMu ini mohon taubat segala dosa masa lalu

Ya Allah,

kuatkan iman kami.terimalah taubat kami

semoga Ramadhan kali ini memberi sinar baru kepada kami

semoga Ramadhan kali ini menjadi permulaan yang baik untuk kami

semoga Ramadhan kali ini menginsafkan lubuk hati kami

insyAllah insyAllah

ikhlas dari pemilik blog ini seorang yang berhati macaron,

selamat berpuasa.insyAllah ketemu lagi diSyawal nanti.

saya yang gemuk dan bermimpi untuk kurus

2011-07-28T15:58:00.000+08:00

Amaran: Entri ini untuk orang gemuk tau.siapa tak nak baca boleh pergi makan durian.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

ini pengakuan jujur dan ikhlas dari saya yang memang saya gemuk.tak payahlah nak gelak sipu-sipu ke apa.kalau awak pun gemuk baik mengaku.lainlah kurus macam Erra Fazira ke Ziana Zain ke Nasha Aziz ke.ramai lagilah.

tengok tangan dia yang kurus tu.lupa pula nak kenalkan ni lah Miss Universe Malaysia 2011.

dari dulu lagi saya memang gemuk.alaa sejak 1998 lagi.tak percaya?percayalah.pergi tengok buku rekod kesihatan warna biru tua saya dalam bilik tu.sebelum tu tak adalah gemuk sangat tapi semua orang cakap sejak lulus PTS tu hati bahagia agaknya tu yang makan tak ingat dunia.

berbalik pada isu mimpi hendak kurus.siapa yang tak nak kurus?kurus meleding tu lagi lah nak.pelbagai cara telah dilakukan.tapi tak berjaya.faktor kegagalan yang utama adalah tidak konsisten.

bersenam 30 minit sehari - 10 hari sahaja buat.lepas tu malas.
jangan makan nasi - memang jarang makan nasi dekat rumah.tetapi hanya akan mengekalkan angka tak akan menurunkan pun.
makan ubat kurus - ini memang tak pernah cuba.tak pernah terlintas pun nak cuba.banyak kegagalan dari kejayaan berdasarkan kajian yang dilakukan
pusat pengurusan badan - sama macam ubat kurus.kajian menunjukkan bergantung pada badan.ada yang berjaya ada yang tak berjaya.tambahan kos terlalu tinggi untuk mencuba maka abaikan sahaja.

berbekalkan berat di badan ini,maka saya telah membuat kesimpulan bahawa;

pengurangan snek (makanan tak berfaedah) di rumah boleh menyumbang ke penurunan berat badan
park kereta jauh dan berjalan boleh menyumbang secara tidak langsung ke arah bersenam
berkebun/siram pokok boleh mengeluarkan peluh

memandangkan sekarang 1/3 daripada 24 jam saya dihabiskan dalam kereta maka saya telah google cara menguruskan badan ketika memandu.siapa cakap tak ada.

setelah di alih bahasa secara terus (direct translation),caranya adalah begini;

nama dia "vakum abs" tau.

sedut pusat(yang dekat perut tu) sedalam yang boleh (ala-ala macam nak nampak kurus bila mamat hensem ke awek cun lalu sebelah tu) dan tahan selama 10-20 saat.boleh bayangkan?

secara gerak perlahan.

tarik nafas dalam-dalam.bila hembus sedut pusat ke dalam menghala ke tulang belakang dan tahan selama 10-20 saat.ulang beberapa kali.

bolehlah cuba lepas ni.saya selalu nak buat tapi lupa.bila dah nak sampai ke destinasi baru teringat.

jadi,macamana anda kurus? cuba cerita sikit.

What to bake?

2011-07-28T15:30:00.000+08:00

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

i have a list of things i want to bake.not to cook cause i am not that good in cooking except sardin goreng.sayur-mayur.don't ask me to cook gulai telur ikan which my mom taught me last few nights or kari ayam.goreng berlada i can still cook lah but don't complain after that okay.talking about gulai telur ikan dah lama mak tak masak and its totally awesome.delicious memang sampai menjilat jari menghirup pinggan lah.i wish i can eat gulai telur ikan everyday. *habislah ikan-ikan di lautan*

berbalik pada isu "what to bake?".
i've a list of dessert to bake which only consist of three items.yeah only three.the macaroon.the macaron.the red velvet cake.i baked all three but just put aside the quality and the look and just count in the taste.so what i should bake next?

you out there.tell me what i should try to bake before KKM post me somewhere in the jungle to work.tell me tell me and insyAllah i'll try to do it.

leave a comment and i'll try my best to do it.
for a record i've nutella lava cookies in my list too but since i baked few kgs of chocolate chips already so i shall keep that recipe until the day come :P

champú

2011-07-23T10:34:00.000+08:00

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

ini entri mengenai syampu ke shampoo ke walau apa pun ejaan dia.i tried many many many types and brands of shampoo.you name it and i tried nearly most of it.

~~rejoice~~

~~head & shoulder~~

~~herbal essence~~

~~loreal~~

~~pantene~~

~~sunsilk~~

~~clear~~

~~palmolive~~

~~watson~~

unfortunately,i can't stick with the one and only shampoo.i don't know why after few months using it whether i'll get annoyed with the smell or i just feel like changing my shampoo again.

currently i'm using Loreal Total Repair like this one;

pretty good enough for my hair.i cut my hair short and use this complete product and it works.no split ends.no breakage.no dryness.and i'm loving it.however,there is one more thing that Loreal should try to combat.

HAIR FALL

i don't know whether its only me or anyone else out there having hair fall problem with Loreal.different people have different hair.but just in case if you experienced the same problem with me can you share what you did to combat it?

i would recommend you out there to try this product.nice smell.nice hair.use together with the deep mask.and night essence.insyAllah they can help you with your hair problems.

since i still have my herbal essence smooth lovin' serum i was thinking about buying another bottle of this;

but have't decide yet.still have some more shampoo left.dilemma oh dilemma.why lah its so difficult to choose the best and suitable shampoo for my hair? :S

any opinions people?leave your comment here.

i need opinions about facial wash too.will write about it later.

have a nice weekend everyone!

Upah Penyusuan and My Shaza's Cookies

2011-07-20T11:37:00.000+08:00

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

sementelah saya menunggu adik sayang buat medical check-up di KPJ Seremban ni lebih baik saya gunakan kesempatan yang ada untuk menulis sedikit tentang upah penyusuan sepertimana yang telah saya google dan saya fahami.

upah penyusuan ini secara ringkas ibarat nafkah yang harus bapa bayar kepada ibu yang telah menyusukan anaknya.kerana menjadi tanggungjawab seorang bapa untuk memberi makan minum kepada anak-anaknya.menurut Ayu Aima Yusuf dalam buku Penyusuan Susu Ibu Menurut Perspektif Islam terdapat beberapa kategori upah penyusuan dalam Islam.kerana saya telah bercadang untuk copy paste maka lebih baik jika dirujuk pada pautan seperti dibawah atau dapatkan buku tersebut di kedai buku berhampiran pintu rumah anda;

Penyusuan Susu Ibu Menurut Perspektif Islam, Ayu Aima Yusuf

bukanlah saya menulis ini sebab saya sedang menyusukan anak tetapi sekadar ingin berkongsi kerana saya sendiri baru mengetahui istilah ini setelah 22 tahun bernafas di muka bumi Allah ini.ilmu yang ada tak akan pernah cukup dan tidak salah untuk kita kongsikan.

to little babies out there,be a good son and daughter.and a good muslim and muslimah.

and,

while waiting for my posting actually i plan to sell chocolate chip cookies but abah does not let me advertise it in facebook afraid i'll not be able to complete the order just in case i have to report duty before raya.so i did tweet about it but no response so why not try my luck in my dear blog today.insyAllah I can complete the order plus take note my chocolate chip is not that expensive.with RM 15(exclude postage fee) you can have about 100 pieces of cookies around 350gm.so take a look peeps!


My Shaza's Cookies

you can send me an email at izzati_ahz89@yahoo.com or you can text me at 017-6064601 or call me at 06-6855455 or find me at facebook Izzati Abdul Halim Zaki.

or if you wish to order cakes or muffins yeah I can bake too and post it using City-Link.just to kill my past time while waiting for my posting (actually I wish I don't have to work but I need money).

have a good day mate!

quick update I

2011-07-14T01:46:00.000+08:00

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

really this is a quick update after i finished baking my chocolate chips and before i'm off to bed.alhamdulillah everything goes well today,yesterday,the day before and even last week.but you don't know when Allah wants to test you right.and yeah this is what happen today;

i knocked someone's car.my mistake.my bad.but i'm so sorry i'm not trying to be rude or what but i think that uncle terlalu shall i said prejudice to me.he asked for my driving license i'm fine with it but what happen to your mouth until you cannot even smile.when i said i'm sorry at least as an adult cakaplah tak apa ke lain kali bawa kereta baik-baik ke ini tak pandang langsung.hello,am i talking to that tiang lampu ke?even at first he asked me to replace both doors.luckily emak came and i pass everything to her.i'm afraid if that uncle was hurt or whatever but the way he talk to me make me cry.i don't want to cry at first because yeah it was nothing after all but i don't know its not under my control.so emak accompany that uncle to nearby workshop to estimate the price to ketuk his doors.thank you mak and abah for everything.love you!

p/s some of you might say my bumper okay je.same goes to that uncle doors but that ketuk thing cost my parents RM 550.i don't know lah memang ketuk ketuk ni mahal ke?

i think i need this book but but but there are more than 10 books i haven't read yet in this house so definitely its a no no for me to buy some more books.but its good to have one.someone give me this book please? thank you!

coretan ikhlas dari saya sebagai huraian status senja di facebook tadi.memang tanggungjawab anak muda untuk hormati yang tua tapi sebagai seorang makhluk Allah di muka bumi ini juga mestilah kita menghormati sesama kita.jangan salahkan yang muda semata bila yang tua tidak dihormati.cari pokok pangkal siapa tahu ada sejarah kenapa jadi begitu.tak salah kalau saya pinta yang lebih tua untuk menghormati yang muda juga kan?

monday oh dear

2011-07-10T15:09:00.000+08:00

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

early in the morning i sent adik to school and then sent alang to pedas.after breakfast i went to KL and later in the evening went to Shah Alam to take my academic transcript.

the story begins when its difficult to start my car at pedas but i ignore it hoping that the battery can last few more days.i even told mar at shah alam before went back that i don't know whether i'll be able to start my car or not.alhamdulillah from UiTM i drove back to rembau.i still have quarter of fuel in the tank but i can't concentrate on my driving cause i'm too sleepy.so i've to make a decision whether to continue driving and put others at risk as well if any accident occur or or or should i stop at R&R and buy some snacks for me to munch.i don't want to stop at first because i'm afraid i won't be able to start my car back.

however....

i decided to stop at R&R Seremban at petronas to fill in my tank and buy peanuts and green tea.soooo nak dijadikan cerita when i came back to my car tadaaaa i can't start my car at all.dalam hati dah tahu dan confirm battery sudah habis punya.the petronas's workers help me to find jumper but unluckily they cannot find it.so they said i can call PLUS and they can jump start that car for me.so,i called plus then off to surau.

one foreman came and ask whether i'm using dry or wet battery.honestly i don't know at all about that battery.i only remember to check my water level before i travel.he checked and said its bateri basah ni kena guna air.when PLUS ronda came to jump start they checked my battery water level and guess what its empty.shall i blame myself for not realizing it or shall i blame perodua because they didn't check my battery water level? that foreman offer me a new bateri basah for RM180.but i only have less that RM150 in my hand.i decided to ask PLUS ronda to jump start my car and change battery later at rembau.

nak dijadikan cerita i changed my battery at rembau and they charged me RM 180 for that no-maintenance-required battery and even minus RM5 because they took that old battery.so my mom paid RM175 for my new battery.ladies out there,at least learn how to check your battery water level,your minyak hitam,your water level definitely.the foreman and PLUS ronda said "biasalah perempuan tahu bawa kereta tapi nak check semua tak tahu"

an example of maintenance free battery.mine is more handsome than this lah.

whatever lah.a new experience for me.sila jadikan teladan.

take care!

Perak: The Silver State

2011-07-05T17:02:00.000+08:00

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

jujurnya malas mahu menaip panjang-panjang.nak upload gambar dekat blog pun malas sebab dah ada dekat facebook.tapi ikutkan malas memang tak payahlah nak ada blog kan.banyak benda nak tulis banyak lagi dalam kepala nak kena keluarkan tapi semua tak berilmiah.adalah juga yang berilmiah tapi tak sampai 50% pun.insyAllah lepas ini saya tulis pasal "upah susu".

minggu lepas-lepas kami ke Perak.ada orang siap tanya ada apa dekat Perak? inilah namanya Cuti-Cuti Malaysia.yang tak ada apa itulah kita kenal pasti.siapa cakap Perak itu tak seronok?

Taiping

menarik tentang taiping dengan bukit larut nya.taman tasik nya.penjara nya.dan kuala sepetang nya.zoo mungkin tidak berapa menarik untuk kami yang tidak fanatik dengan binatang.bukan membenci tapi RM12 untuk mengelilingi zoo yang seperti tidak terjaga tidak begitu praktikal.dan nak dijadikan cerita kami tidak buat tempahan hotel terlebih dahulu.jadi selepas ini sesiapa ke taiping inginkan nasihat mengenai hotel boleh hubungi kami.habis semua hotel di taiping kami dah jelajah.biar gambar meneruskan bicara.

kota ngah ibrahim.tinggalan sejarah di Matang.

mee udang Mak Jah kuala sepetang.harusnya kami order udang goreng tepung sahaja.mungkin lebih berbaloi.

taman tasik taiping.tiada apa yang istimewa kecuali ramainya orang beriadah di waktu petang.

bukit larut.maxwell hill.tempat peranginan pertama di malaysia katanya.siapa mabuk darat baik jangan naik.

Kuala Kangsar

lebih kurang 30 minit perjalanan dari taiping ke kuala kangsar.sempat juga saya terlelap bila farhanah memandu.di kuala kangsar sejujurnya tiada apa yang sangat-sangat menarik kecuali gahnya MCKK di tengah pekan kuala kangsar.pokok getah tertua.galeri sultan azlan shah.masjid ubudiah.muzium diraja yang tutup juga labu sayongnya.pusing-pusing pekan kuala kangsar tak jauh beza dengan tampin.mari-mari lihat kesimpulan kuala kangsar dari gambar-gambar.

indah masjid ubudiah.subhanAllah.

galeri sultan azlan shah.seronok.sila pergi.bayaran masuk RM 2

muzium diraja yang tutup

tinggalan rumah lama bersebelahan masjid.kredit untuk tukang ambil gambar,farhanah

pokok getah tertua.gambar tidak jelas sebab dalam hujan.

Ipoh

dari Jumaat hingga Isnin kami bersapau di ipoh.terima kasih tidak terhingga kepada Soraya dan keluarga kerana melayan kerenah kami.hari sabtu tiga lagi sahabat menyertai kami di ipoh.mari tengok gambar.

roti gegar.kepada mereka yang gemarkan telur tiga suku boleh cuba buat sendiri.

menara tak tahu apa nama.di tengah-tengah bandar ipoh.

istana kellie.berhantu menurut ceritanya.

golden flowstone tour bukan flinstone.gua tempurung yang subhanAllah.

menara condong teluk intan.memang condong.tak tipu.

gerbang malam yang lebih kurang macam uptown.panjang gila sampai hujung berpinar mata tengok benda sama sepanjang jalan.

pinggan bunga kangkung.flea market ipoh.sila ke sini untuk cari barang antik.memang ternganga bila tengok sebab tak sangka ada orang jual lagi.

lost world of tambun.memang lost sebab jika tak pakai tights or proper swimming pants jangan harap "pengawal hidup" itu nak bagi masuk kolam yang tak seberapa besar tu.nasib baik ada petting zoo dan amusement park yang memang kagum betul lah.

stesen keretapi ipoh

dessert di strawberry moment.kemasan makanan memang terbaik tapi kesedapan hanyalah sekadar biasa sahaja.

gua kek lok tong.tapi itu gambar bukit dia bukan gua.

sam poh tong temple.antara temple terawal dibina dan ada beberapa peminta sedekah disini.

Batang Kali

ini perjalanan istimewa ke rumah sahabat cantik saya Ili Nadirah.memandangkan sudah sekali jalan jadi kami ubah suai perjalanan agar dapat ke rumah ili waktu dia cuti.

dan perkenalkan sahabat saya bersama teman seperjalanan saya.

dan akhirnya alhamdulillah jam enam lebih sikit kami sampai rumah.tamatlah perjalanan kami ke perak.dan akan saya tulis peristiwa semalam dan sedikit kongsi tentang upah susu bila saya rajin nanti.jaga diri baik-baik.

alhamdulillah

2011-06-19T15:11:00.002+08:00

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

keputusan peperiksaan keluar hari jumaat lepas.alhamdulillah.rezeki nikmat Allah beri tak pernah putus untuk hambaNya yang selalu leka dan alpa ini.

empat tahun berjuang mendapat segulung ijazah (walaupun ijazahnya tak dapat lagi).penuh suka duka nangis tawa.tapi sekalipun tak pernah berjaya mendapat anugerah dekan untuk mak abah.maaf sudah dipohon awal-awal lagi.untung nasib abah faham anaknya yang seorang ini jika usaha lebih sedikit dengan sedikit ketekunan pasti berjaya.tiada ijazah kelas pertama tapi hanya kelas kedua yang mampu jadi hadiah dari angah.niat dihati ingin buat kek dan poskan ke UiTM sebagai tanda terima kasih tapi masih ditangguh lagi hajat itu.insyAllah satu hari nanti.tahniah buat rakan-rakan lain.satu bintang ke dua bintang sudah rezeki masing-masing yang mana pastu setimpal dengan usahanya kan?sudah saya katakan dulu Allah itu Maha Adil.

jika ingin saya tulis kisah pahit manis empat tahun saya pasti panjang berjela.cukup saya ucapkan terima kasih kepada Mak Abah Alang Adik Along.mereka tonggak jiwa raga saya.mak cik-mak cik saya yang sentiasa beri nasihat dan kata-kata semangat.kawan-kawan wondergirls saya.mereka jauh tapi mereka penyeri hati tika saya kedukaan.kawan-kawan seuniversiti saya.teman sebilik saya dari empat tahun dulu yang dah muak agaknya tengok muka saya.dah menyampah dengan bunyi jam loceng saya.terima kasih banyak-banyak hanah.tak perlulah nak tag di facebook sebab terang-terang aku tau itu bukan cara kau.disebabkan aku bukan pandai nak cakap depan-depan jadi dalam blog ini lah aku nak minta maaf halal makan minum duit semua.aku tak tau lah kau baca ke tak tapi aku harap kau baca lah bila-bila.sepuluh tahun lagi pun tak apa.lima tahun lama jugaklah kau bersabar dengan aku.gaduh tu benda biasa.jarang juga aku dapat sabar dengan orang lain tapi nak buat macamana dah tersabar.dan entry ini bertukar kata ganti diri sebab aku memang tak pernah cakap perkataan lain bila aku dengan kau kan?aku doakan kau dapat hospital pilihan kedua kau.haha.agak-agak kau nak tukar status nanti bolehlah beritahu aku.senang aku nak minta cuti ke nak fikir hadiah ke.nak tulis panjang-panjang pun buat apa.minggu depan nak jumpa kau lagi insyAllah.

hajat nak tulis pasal kawan-kawan serumah ke sebilik sepanjang empat tahun ini tapi itu nanti post baru lah.panjang sangat pula jadinya.lagipun nak siap-siap balik kampung lagi bagus sebelum kena sound dengan abah.nantilah malam tulis lagi dua post.jika rajin.

jaga diri baik-baik

sick

2011-06-09T09:19:00.002+08:00

yes.i'm sick.

not typical fever attack but typical stomach upset.

me having trouble with my stomach since high school.

though its a minor one but when it comes and visit me i'm in trouble.

starts with blood from my intestine(my friends said its normal).it stops already.

here come my long lost friend.gastric without heart burn warning.yosh!

it begins last evening.luckily i have a box of ranitidine 150mg but i think i need more than that.still i can feel that crumpling effect in my stomach (this is what i always feel when i suffered gastric).but i'm too tired yesterday just grab my phone and go to sleep.wake up few times and alhamdulillah less pain this morning.

however,my post-crumpling effect getting worse.i ate nasi goreng for breakfast and after few spoons i already received an urgency to go to the toilet.and now diarrhea comes and visit me too :'(

please please please my dear stomach.get well soon.

north to south:weddings journey

2011-05-30T00:35:00.009+08:00

hello people

been from north malaysia to the south for the sake of attending wedding invitations and meet my classmates.its worth every penny and time spent.me love travelling.though its tiring but its fun.my flight to alor setar on wednesday morning but did i told you i had dinner with my girl friends before that at Delicious Mid Valley.that delicious carbonara and frosty watermelon lychee.plus the red velvet cupcakes.nyummy.thanks dear friends for lending me your ears to hear all my stupid stories and for that curhat moment.

4.30 am we took bus from KL Setral to LCCT.arrived at alor setar around 8 something in the morning.thank you fathi fo picking us up at the airport.haven't been there since my brother complete his five years there and some places still look the same as before.had breakfast at Nasmir.then we don't know what to do and fathi drives us around showing all the paddy fields,his tok wans' houses,gunung keriang and finally we stop at Muzium Padi.

we went to another few places.had a very very good food there.went to Padang Besar on thursday and Che Nad drives us around Perlis with help from her loyal co-driver Miss Teratai Nailofar.had fried macaroni for dinner and no to forget mangoes for hi-tea.yeah and delicious Tom Yam at Kandis.as well as pulut udang.i think i gained a kilo a day while travelling.and the weather was hot and hot and hot and i never drink that amount of water before that.its like every time i stepped out from the car i will look for any stall or shops selling water but i didn't feel any urgencies to urinate at all.we passed by Mata Ayer,Chuping and many places lah.but i will aways and always love these two places.the paddy field and the sugarcane fields or whatever it is lah.

here come the main part and reason of this journey.its Maya and Mus's wedding.this opportunity only comes once in a lifetime i think.the reception was held at The Regency Hotel Alor Setar.suddenly she asked us to be her bridesmaid or pengapit or orang yang jalan belakang ke apa-apa lah.and asked me to sit on that VIP's table.thought it'll be fun sitting there but hell no.its boring.waiting for them to serve you.they'll change your plate with the dessert plate.and in the end me and zah sit at the normal table.taking pictures and chatting with other friends.we took the last bus from Alor Setar to Seremban cause we have another wedding to attend on the next day.i miss you Maya!

my father picked us from Seremban and another journey to Batu Pahat starts at 11.30 am.arrived there around 2 pm and thank you hanah's GPS for guiding us to the correct place.beautiful pelamin.beautiful bride and bridegroom.delicious foods.sweet moment to complete my wedding journey.

i still have bad habit when driving alone.i tend to fall asleep when driving and will only stop to buy something or do something when its worst.Allah please protect me from anything bad and i promise will never do that again.thank you Allah for giving me another opportunities to breathe.

part time driver

2011-05-24T10:37:00.002+08:00

hello people

been so busy with my lovely housemate's wedding.thursday morning went to jerantut for henna party.not really a dirty dirty party as what i think most of us expected so we end up do not properly dressed for that events.at noon after lunch served with fried quails and fried quails' eggs with chillies.okay fine actually its puyuh goreng and telur puyuh bersambal.maya said jerantut famous with its quails.we had nice ABC suitable for hot days.as well as kuih tako.google it yourself if you don't know how does a kuih tako looks like.i'm too lazy to upload pictures here.just find it somewhere in my facebook's photo albums okay?

so our hotel room is not that beautiful but worth paying lah i can tell you.for RM50 a queen size bed with a water heater.fully air-conditioned and a TV.you can't even find a RM50 hotel in Klang Valley i think.so just enjoy the room plus its only for a night.no pictures of that room but you can just google jerantut hill resort and click on images.

after zuhur we went back to maya's house and yes the real henna party begins.surrounded with the people and everyone is drawing henna on each other hands.beautiful designs.i asked maya's sister-in-law to draw on my fingers too.i just love the smell of henna.though its from the tube and not originally mixed from the dried leaves but the smell still there.with henna on our hands we went out to eat durian hoping that durian will be delicious for our hi-tea but unfortunately its not that yummy and there is even a worm inside that durian.gross.

it'll be too details if i write everything.actually i'm lazy to write cause i'm hungry and sleepy.i'll talk bout it later okay mates?why they took so long to wash the car.i need my chocolate lava now

okay people go and take your lunch.don't forget to eat and take care.

entri tak bertajuk

2011-05-21T09:47:00.002+08:00

amaran:entri ini pasti mengandungi unsur-unsur ketidakpuasanhati dan melempiaskan amarah.sila jangan cuba-cuba baca jika anda tidak berminat.kerana.ini blog saya.

saya tak tahu di mana silap saya.apa dosa saya pada masa lampau sehingga akhirnya saya terpaksa bertemu dengan orang-orang sebegini.yang tak pernah belajar menghargai orang lain.yang tak tahu menghormati perasaan orang lain.nak kata buta celik pula.nak kata tuli mendengar pula.nak kata kurang pandai belajar tinggi melangit rupanya.ini orang yang tak belajar dari kesilapan.

untuk ubati luka hati yang berdarah kembali saya fikrikan secara positif dan berani bahawa dua kali peristiwa ini terjadi maka Allah mengajar saya erti sabar.Allah tunjukkan saya siapa mereka sebenar.Allah uji saya sebegini agar saya lebih berhati-hati.seringkala saya mungkin bukan kamu menyesali apa yang diungkapi atau yang ditulistapi pepatah sendiri kata "terlajak perahu boleh diundur terlajak kata badan binasa" tapi dalam konteks situasi sekarang tak adalah binasa cuma terseksa.

menjelaskan Allah Maha Adil itu dalam beberapa peristiwa lewat ini.ketika saya bersedih tertinggal kamera di rumah sebelum ke jerantut Allah hadiahkan berita gembira adik saya mendapat keputusan cemerlang dalam peperiksaan.Alhamdulillah.itu dalam duka datangnya suka.tapi langit tidak selalu cerah bak kata Hijjaz.ketika saya bergembira bersama rakan suka riang tertawa dihadiahkan pula dengan berita yang kurang enak didengar sekaligus merosakkan hari indah saya.melukakan hati yang masih tercalar lagi.dan itulah ujian.bukan gaya saya marah berapi-api menghempas pintu dan maki-maki.saya terasa dan marah itu dalam hati mungkin sedikit suci.cukuplah komunikasi bukan verbal saya menunjukkan semuanya.dan saya rasa mereka masih tidak faham cubaan komunikasi saya.berlagak seolah-olah saya patung yang tidak berperasaan bukan cara terbaik.apa ingat masuk telinga kanan masuk telinga kiri?maaf.dalam hal sebegini masuk telinga kanan saya pasti akan singgah dihati untuk beberapa hari mungkin beberapa minggu dan tak mustahil beberapa bulan untuk keluar ke telinga kiri.dan keluarnya itu akan berbekas bukan kembali seperti dulu.

dan kini saya digemparkan lagi dengan berita kerosakan telefon bimbit saya yang satu itu.salah itu telefon bimbit milik adik bukan saya.dan sekarang saya yang hidup dengan satu telefon terpaksa berlagak cool walaupun dalam hati sudah tak keruan.ingin beli telefon baru niat hendak tunggu iphone lima.tauke balak pun bankrap kalau beli telefon sekarang nanti beli lagi telefon.tengoklah apa nak jadi balik nanti.dan saya telah beberapa purnama memikirkan kereta yang hendak dibeli bila sudah kerja nanti.dan akhir-akhir ini seperti honda insight dalam perhatian.apa kata anda?

Ili Nadirah and Classmates

2011-05-18T09:17:00.006+08:00

hello everyone.

i have thousands of things to write here but i just don't feel like writing.

i need to talk to someone but yeah will just talk to myself and keep on blaming myself.fine.

my dear ili nadirah,

welcome new blogger.satu hari nanti kamu akan tahu blog tempat yang indah untuk membebel dan melepaskan marah sebab ini blog kamu.bukan blog orang lain.jadi saya pun nak letak gambar kita berdua lah sebagai membalas entry bergambar kamu itu.

pejam celik pejam pelik empat tahun dah kita kenal kan ili?dari saat kita satu group sampai ke saat yang kamu tertinggal kunci bilik waktu pergi tandas.sampai ke saat kita makan roti canai dekat mak alang dekat puncak alam.pergi ke pasar tani shah alam.you're the best! siapa tahu panjang umur kita kerja di hospital sama pula.insyAllah.

dear classmates,

empat tahun bersama (some of you dah kenal lima tahun) susah senang suka duka kita bersama.minta halal makan minum.maaf salah silap.tulus dari hati.diri ini bukan sempurna untuk penuhi hasrat semua.bukan sempurna untuk tidak mengata dan mengumpat.bukan terlalu sempurna untuk menjadi baik sebaik-baik umat.ada celanya sana-sini.ada menyakiti walau mungkin tidak sedari.ada yang membenci walau tidak diungkapi.minta dimaafi semua itu.

i shall start my journey back to puncak alam now.and will continue more posts with pictures later.mengubat hati lara.mencari penawar jiwa.take care people.

7:12, Jumaat

2011-04-15T07:03:00.003+08:00

aku tak dilahirkan dalam kesenangan juga bukan dalam kesusahan

aku tak dididik dengan kekayaan juga bukan kemanjaan

tapi aku diajar menghormati orang juga diri sendiri

tapi aku dilatih menyayangi orang lain seperti diri sendiri

dan aku telah terapkan yang terakhir itu dalam diri

sehingga memakan diri sendiri

terlalu menyayangi tanpa sedari itu semua hanya mimpi

tepuk sebelah tangan tak akan berbunyi

tapi bagaimana kalau ia pernah berbunyi kemudian terhenti?

tapi bagaimana?

bukan membenci kerana aku tak reti

masa aku perlukan untuk marahi diri ini

masa aku perlukan untuk terima hakikat hidup ini

kerana kau tak pernah mengerti

sungguh aku yakin kau tak pernah mengerti

aku cabar kau berbalah

jika kau rasa benar dan aku yang salah

balas kembali mel elektronik yang aku kirim

kita bincang supaya terubat luka yang terhiris

aku masih menghormati kau.jangan risau.

cuma aku sedang cuba untuk tidak menyayangi kau

i'm sorry dear

2011-04-03T13:41:00.002+08:00

hello people

yes i'm sorry dear blog.have been so long i didn't write anything here.i even didn't open the blogger's tab and read other people blogs as well.shall i say i'm too busy with the hospital attachment and plus the internet sometimes not that good for me to open the blogs.but never mind i promise will post something every time i'm back at home.

what to write?

i've thousands of words to spill it here.but i don't know whether people will read or not.but who cares right?this is my blog :P

just finished my hospital attachment.my last hospital attachment.gained a lot of new knowledges and experiences.we become closer.thats the important part in our friendship i believe.i'm getting scared day by day thinking whether i can be a good pharmacist or not.only few months left before my status will change from student to a government servant.fixed salary every month but fixed working hours and sometimes extra working hours.can i cope with it?can i be a good pharmacist and follow the ward round?can i dispensed and counsel patient about their drugs?oh Allah please help me and guide me to be a good pharmacist.

only a few weeks left before final exam begins.will have my SPA interview on thursday.so,i'm currently at home cause i need my mother to prepare the file.its like a common practice among me and my brother that emak will make sure everything is ready before we go for an interview.

next week will be my final hospital presentation.after that i'll spend few days at home.and maybe around 21st april i'll go back to puncak alam to continue my study week.need to study smart this time and make sure i'll pass all the papers.insyAllah.

my exam will start on the 28th april until 9th may.after that i'm free.hoping that i don't have to repeat any paper.especially ethics and forensics.its too difficult until i don't even know how to study for that paper.its all about aw and law and law :(

one thing come across my mind.i read a post in my schoolmate's group.one of my friend post something that sounds like he is kind of angry because med student ex-mozac looks arrogant.maybe didn't notice him and just walk pass by him.i don't know why but i have some feelings that hes talking about me.theres no harm right for me to feel like that?i think it might be me because the one who post about it is currently studying in kolej sains kesihatan near that hospital sg.buloh.and i just finish my hospital attachment there.maybe he doesn't know that i'm not a medical student cause we wear white coats like doctors too.if thats really me i'm truly madly deeply sorry cause seriously i'm very very very bad in recognizing and looking for people.just for my little concern about other people feelings.yeah,sorry mate!maybe you should say hello next time you see people that you recognize in case the other party didn't remember you :D

okaylah i better prepare my resume.please take care.maybe i can write something later here.don't forget o eat good foods okay.love you!

quick update

2011-03-06T22:34:00.002+08:00

hello people

perhaps i should write something here.few updates;

had our final dinner last night at SACC convec
my camera's lens broke down.the lens was totally damaged and i have no idea what happen actually and now i'm officially cameraless.anyone willingly to borrow me your camera?
spend a night at intekma resort with friends and we had fun during maya's hen party
currently at home cause my brother is off to sarawak for 6 months working.gonna miss you so much big brother!
only spend one night at puncak alam this week.travel everyday from rembau to puncak alam and it kind of drive me crazy a lil bit
had a blast evening during photography session wit housemates and hafiz ismail at tasik shah alam.hafiz,please give me the link as early as you can cause we can't wait to see the picture
will only have a class tomorrow and a test on thursday and the rest we're free
registered for tesco's walk for kids this sunday and will attend housewarming and brain on saturday
need some strength to drive tomorrow so i think i'm off to la la land now

a quick update from me.i need few hours more.i hope my health condition 'll not getting worse when i wake up tomorrow.take care friends!

Qaseh Qaisy

2011-02-04T06:25:00.002+08:00

hello people

i woke up this morning before Abah went to Masjid for Subuh.i dont usually wake up this early but maybe because last night i sleep quite early plus im not driving so i had enough sleep in the car :P

whats with that Qaseh Qaisy?

usually i dont like to read malays' novel cause the story will be more or less the same but this one is quite different.i like how the author wrote the story.the climax.the ending and how she start the novel.after i read the novel,the same question popped up in my head.i think i need that answer but someone never really wants to give me the answer that i need.i'm tired of asking.whats the point of asking without getting the answer.maybe i should give another try and see who knows i might get the answer.

today's plans:

send past years' papers for photocopy
buy whipped cream and orange
another experiment with cheese cake (i love this one)
buy groceries

enjoy your day peeps!

mid semester break

2011-02-01T08:17:00.002+08:00

hello mate!

i am currently at home laying on the sofa.procrastinating tonnes of notes that i have to read.with the ASTRO's services currently not available just make me feel a lil bit bored but lucky enough i still have streamyx with me.its cloudy outside and pretty sure its gonna rain in a while.alhamdulillah no flood area around this town.i think it was predicted that the rain will continue for another week.please take care people and make sure small children do not play with the heavy water cause you don't know the sources of the water.the water could be infected with so many bacteria and microorganism.so please take care and beware.plus,the ups and downs of the weather will make people sick.flu,fever and sore throat.again please take care of yourself.

i went to penang for the National Sports Pharmacy Carnival in USM last friday until sunday.we had so much fun.with the surprise birthday celebration.winning nearly all the traditional game until people even said that UiTM stands for Universiti Tradisional Malaysia!

sadly,some of my friends congratulate us for upih pinang but it turns out that we lost actually.i don't know whether they got confused between men and women or we really didn't win.maybe not our luck this time.but totally penang rocks!

few more days to spend at home.but i have to study.two tests waiting for us.since im trying my best to get 3.5 this semester i have to study hard and smart but in the same time enjoying my final semester with friends.btw,we will have our annual pre-graduation dinner on the 5th of march.we planned another surprise spa party for my friend.apartment booked already and now searching for the spa that can accommodate 10 person in a time.

okay now im off to tabung haji.to get some food for lunch.till then take care people.

january without money

2011-01-17T15:41:00.002+08:00

hello people

its cloudy outside and here i am writing new entry for my blog.actually i can't sleep.mr contractor is here to repair few things in this house and the drilling sound is so terrible.i can't stand it but i have to bear with it cause no one is awake to take care of this house.three of them are sleeping while some of them back at home and some of my housemates were out for PBL.definitely i'm gonna sleep early tonight and i can wake up a lil bit early too.

few updates since i came back in this jungle:

we still in our money-less state as our main sponsor hasn't bank-in our scholar yet
went to sg.tekala last wednesday with friends and the waterfall is awesome!
went to shah alam last saturday and we kind of visit every section and even we pray our Asar at Pusat Islam just for the sake of visiting and killing our precious time
its Thaipusam on Thursday so we managed to postpone and replace classes on Tuesday and Friday so we have a lil bit longer holiday from Wednesday until Sunday.its a yeaaay for me.
we planned to go to a few places but since we had no money so we have to postpone all the plans

sunway lagoon
melaka river cruise + ikan bakar + pantai puteri + menara taming sari + ubi ketuk
bukit tinggi colmare tropicale
sg.klah hot spring + cameron highland + lost world of tambun
jalan masjid india + jalan TAR + chow kit road
Aquaria + Petrosains
temerloh + jerantut + taman negara endau-rompin
kg kelip-kelip
pulau kapas

the most important thing is i'm going back home tomorrow!

ignore the previous entry that i wrote cause its full with emotion and unknown sentences.

just a typical me who used to write when i feel uncomfortable or emotionally attack with something.who knows a simple YES can lead to a BIG misunderstanding and BIG fight which is difficult to resolve.as a normal person i tend to make mistake and i am sorry about that.

amy came back and brought pisang goreng and keropok lekor.lets have hi-tea mates!

really can't wait for

sebelum tidur

2011-01-12T01:29:00.002+08:00

bukan niat saya untuk menulis dan melukakan hati sesiapa dalam tulisan ini cuma sekadar mengisi masa sebelum tidur.dan mungkin menceriakan sedikit hati yang terluka malam ini.

manusia susah untuk ditafsir.salah tafsir bahaya padahnya.manusia bukan untuk dinilai.walau rupa,harta,pangkat dan jiwa.luar nampak senyum tapi dalam hati tiada siapa tahu.

kadang kita terlupa bahawa apa yang dikata atau ditulis mungkin mengguris hati dia.mungkin tersalah erti boleh timbul sengketa.atau mungkin boleh mengundang malapetaka.ini untuk kamu,andai ini yang kamu tunggu.

kamu,

saya telah berjanji dan dengan izin Allah saya cuba tunaikan.saya cuma mahu yang terbaik untuk kamu dan saya.tapi andai apa yang saya buat tidak memuaskan hati kamu jadi saya minta maaf.tak perlu saya khususkan apa kerana saya sudah beritahu kamu dahulu.bukan niat untuk membenci kamu kerana pernah saya katakan membenci kamu bererti saya membenci diri saya sendiri.tetapi,seandainya kamu membenci saya akan saya terima seadanya kerana saya tahu kamu juga manusia.saya telan semua kata-kata perit kamu lontarkan.sebab saya tahu jika saya lontarkan kembali keperitan itu kepada kamu maka kebarangkalian berlaku perang dunia ketiga amat besar yang mana akan menghancurkan hati saya nanti.dari saya terus berendam air mata maka saya buat keputusan untuk belajar mengawal keadaan.makilah saya.bencilah saya.marahlah saya.buatlah apa sahaja.saya terima seadanya.saya tak pernah meminta apa-apa dari kamu.malah jarang sekali kamu ucapkan.bukan hendak meminta tapi terkadang ada rasa ingin dihargai datang dalam diri.kalau kamu nantikan kata-kata benci dari saya dalam tulisan ini maka kamu silap.cariklah di twitter mahupun di blogger kamu tak akan jumpa kerana sesungguhnya saya menukar status messenger itu memang tanpa sebab.bukan kerana kamu atau kerana apa-apa.kerana kamu saya belajar memaafkan.kerana kamu saya belajar menerima sesuatu baru.kerana kamu saya kenal dunia itu.terima kasih kamu ajarkan.terima kasih kamu tunjukkan.kamu perlu ingat saya juga manusia malah seorang perempuan yang mudah terluka tapi selalu demi kamu saya ketepikan semua itu.tapi kadang ada juga batasnya.sekali lagi terima kasih dan saya harap kamu baca sampai habis tulisan ini.

yang ikhlas,

saya

entry tengah malam

2010-12-29T01:22:00.002+08:00

i'm watching australia's next top model and waiting for my friend to online.usually i'll fall asleep before 12.i think i should go to sleep after this.

wawa tagged me a few days ago.i'll do it later okay wawa.insyAllah.

just now i feel like writing but after a few minutes i feel like sleeping.so,goodnight people and i'll write later okay?take care mate!

Untuk Bakal Teman Hidupku | iluvislam.com + discover the beauty of islam

2010-12-19T10:42:00.000+08:00

Untuk Bakal Teman Hidupku | iluvislam.com + discover the beauty of islam

novel novel novel

2010-12-18T23:10:00.008+08:00

hello hello

as i promised before i'm gonna post list of novels that i want to let go.in case if anyone interested to keep the novels just text me or leave me a comment or send me a Facebook message.please take note that i only have a copy of each novel and it depends on availability.take a look at the list.

thank you.love you.

updated 2140 am 191210

Damya Hanna	Ilham Hati Rela Ku Menanti Senafas Rindu
Liana Afiera Malik	Dah Kata Daaah!
Mimie Afinie	Masih Ada Rindu
Aleya Aneesa	Semusim Rindu Kasih Antara Kita
Ayu Emelda	Lagu Rindu Kasih Dania
Hasreeyati Ramli	Demi Kasih Ini Dia Dihati Laman Rindu
Liza Zahira	Cinta Rahsia Bahtera Kasih
Sri Diah	Mahligai Cinta Janji Kasih
Eka Fahara	Kabus Kasih Nilai Cintamu
Sharifah Abu Salem	Biar Rindu Berlalu Pesona Rindu
Aina Emir	Kau Laksana Bulan
Kreisya Reisya	Indahnya Kasih Cinta Marissa Sedetik Cinta
Norhayati Berahim	Hati Seorang Wanita Andai Semalam Ku Miliki
Anis Ayuni	Suara Hati Kau Kekasihku Bayangan Rindu Seribu Kali Sayang Manisnya Cinta
Hani Fazuha	Bebunga Kasih
Ryana Adrina	Percaya Ada Cinta
Nia Azalea	Hati Yang Terusik
Norzailina Nordin	Arjuna Hati
Emma Maizura	Kala Mimpi Bersatu
Haslisa Ramli	Cerita Satu Impian
Nurul Syahida	Soalnya Hati
Durrah Fatiha	Rindu Di Kalbu
Dhiya Zafira	Jauh Kau Pergi
Khairul Aswad Ramli	Dan Dedaun Pun Berguguran
Aimi Syazira	Beginilah Cinta
Imillya Irwani Roslan	Pilihan Hati
Eyman Haykal	Dekat Di Hati
Meor Shariman	Main-Main Cinta
Iris Ixora	Camar Yang Pergi
Elin Nadia	Jika Kau Tiada
Erin Zehana	Jiwa Merindu



Jill Ireland	Life Lines
Mariah Stewart	Voices Carry
Chuck Sudetic	Blood and Vengeance
Michael Ondaatje	The English Patient
Danielle Steel	The House
Clive Egleton	One Man Running

charity bazaar

2010-12-15T10:37:00.004+08:00

hello people

it has been quite a long time since i didn't upload any photos here.as you know internet connection at puncak alam drive me crazy.too slow at night and not that fast during the day.later before i end up my writing today i'll upload some photos.

last weekend i volunteered myself to help orphancare at jaya33 for the charity

bazaar organized by them.i kind of lost there because everyone there seems to know each other very well and yes here i am the only stranger.without knowing anyone.i only contact auntie Shina through sms and i've met some of the aunties during the first volunteer gathering on the 13th november.but a good communication skills thought all this while help me to mingle with them.and surprisingly most of them are VIPs everyone is Datin and Datuk and their kids are very close to each other.but who cares i did my job and help them to clean everything and pack u

p the booth on sunday.some of the foods are delicious.although they sold it more expensive but people still buy it.they have a lot of money i think.saturday night balqis,zahh and i went to solaris dutamas and had our dinner at wau penyu restaurant.me and balqis had mee dayang its a yellow mee with teo chew sauce.there are even dagang sushi sold there.and not to forget there are a lot of restaurant there to hang out with your friends.

yesterday,

i cleaned up my brother's wardrobe and even thinking to exchange room with him.he has a lot of clothes ranging from shirt to baju melayu.i don't know which one he wants to keep and which one to throw away.so i just hang all the shirts and fold nicely all the t-shirts.and yes,im letting go all my malay novels.but i don't know to whom shall i give it.did anyone knows any charity bazaar coming or anyone who would like to have all my malay novels?

today,

i try to make inti.you know that coconut with sweet taste.usually put inside kuih koci?but my grandma said its not gonna nice if you add on sugar later.so i don't know what to do and just leave it there until my mom come back for lunch.i miss baking.i don't really like cooking but no one wants to eat if i bake a cake now.now i have to cook some vegetables for lunch.luckily someone become my food advisor lately.make my work easier.

okay till we meet again.love you!

examination result and charity bazaar

2010-12-10T19:27:00.002+08:00

hello people

alhamdulillah i received my result last night before i went to sleep.actually i sleep in front of the television and the laptop.actually have been sleeping here since last semester break.i just love this chinese chair.maybe some of you is not comfortable sleeping somewhere else beside on the mattress but i don't mind.alhamdulillah again managed to pass all the papers and one more semester left before i graduate insyAllah somewhere next year.i can't describe my feelings because its all mixed up.after 5 years with my friends.after 15 years studying and now i will move to another stage in my life.the working life.sometimes i think its scary but sometimes i think its fun cause you know after a month working from 8-5 you'll receive your payment.its definitely cool to have your own money right?and its every month not every semester.haha.

i forgot to write about my friend's wedding.we were classmate since form 1 until form 3 and she is the first to get married in our batch.so we kind of excited to attend her wedding and plus her house is located at kg.bukit pulau where all the roads were named with pulau.you will see pulau redang,pulau langkawi and even pulau sipadan.azilah's house at pulau tioman and she wore red!check out my facebook's photos for the pictures.after that me,yang mahirah and azneeza went to mahkota parade to grab some food and some stocks for our midnight talk.we bought not some but a lot of food until i have to bring the food back home on the next day.thats why people said 'orang tamak selalu rugi'.luckily i didn't rugi at all.

tomorrow i'm going to petaling jaya to volunteer myself helping orphancare with their charity bazaar.do come and visit us at Jaya 33.check out www.orphancare.org.my for more details.i hope there'll be a lot of stuffs there tomorrow so i can grab some.finally i repacked kuih bahulu and plan to sell it there tomorrow.easier than baking a cake and don't know how to sell it.i went to trolak-cameron highland-tronoh last monday.typical trip except to sg.klah where we enter the hot spring and saw nice panoramas.probabably will go there again with my classmate later.the best thing is i can take care of my brother's hamster again.i want to buy one for myself but someone promised to buy me a pair of rabbit for my birthday next year.and i'll get myself an iphone 5 too for my birthday.maybe macbook air too as abah wants to use my current laptop.lets just wait what will happen next year and see if ada rezeki then i can have everything that i want.

i need some holiday with my friends and some shopping therapy.please Mr.JPA give us our scholar a lil bit earlier than usual.i gained 5 kg since my first week of holiday and i don't know what else to do to lose some weight.just be patient until i go back to puncak alam.take care people.don't forget to take your meal.don't forget to pray.

till we meet again.

love.

december

2010-12-02T12:51:00.002+08:00

hello mate!

i am so lazy to write here although i can spare at least five minutes everyday.my holiday is here.and i am enjoying my life to the fullest.pampering myself with lots of foods.seriously.i can eat non-stop.i can buy whatever i want.don't have to think about money.just ask for it.life is so easy.alhamdulillah.thank you Allah.

usually i'll plan my daily activities the night before it.same as today.after zuhur i'll go to the bank.go to pedas.after asar going back home then go to my another grandma's house.should use each and every minutes that i have here.yesterday went to seremban and bought some books. marshmallow for breakfast by dorothy komsoon and bumi cinta by habiburrahman.at first i want to buy two english novels but afraid i wont be able to finish it.so to be safe i bought another malay novel.owh,and instead of buying present for azilah's wedding,i bought a water bottle for me for my final semester.

but i had a very bad experience yesterday with the JJ seremban 2's staffs.note the s because not only one but two staff.specifically male staff.if i got the chance to read their name yesterday i'll definitely complain to the management.i browsed through the shelf to look for a water bottle.while holding a few plastic bags and suddenly few of the bottles drop.the staffs were standing right beside me and when they hear the bottles dropping sound they just turn around and walk away.i just wonder can't they think rationally and help me to put it back.okay i know it was my fault but at least try to help me.without their help pun i can still put it back.macamana Malaysia nak maju ni?

my current project is painting my house's floor and finish my cross-stitch.thats all.all the best to you and love you!

Halal Internal Auditing Workshop

2010-11-25T17:00:00.002+08:00

hello people

here i am in Mutiara Hotel,Johor Bharu attending partially the Halal Internal Auditing Workshop.yeah,not really attending but at least i gained some new knowledge on halal products.and plus new future planning for myself.there is no harm in planning right?

a little quick update before my sister's laptop out-of-battery.on tuesday i went to holiday plaza wandering around with my cousin.yesterday,i went to naoh's house and ate a lot of laksa johor.not that a lot but more than a normal lah.last night went to sedap's corner with the HDC trainers.this morning,we went to Pasar Tiram.OMG,they sold freaking worth buying clothes and shawls and scarves and everything is so cheap.compared to anywhere i've ever been.i bought scarves for my friend which are way much lower than those sold in Kelantan although actually the same thing was sold here.i bought myself a shawl and another one for my sister.for RM7.50 only.even Mydin sold it at RM8.90.amazing and worth spending.if i have a lot of money i would buy more things.

maybe tomorrow we are going to air hitam.maybe some shopping.forgot to tell we are going to have some chinese cuisine at Meisan Chinese Restaurant here.we are going to Alai for some ikan bakar with my aunties on Monday but definitely will have to cut some grass and lost some weight first before another food-hunting session.i shall update with what we've discussed with my friends yesterday.one more thing,one of the trainer asked my age and he thought i'm already 26 years old.okay fine i look older.am i?

aidiladha

2010-11-19T15:11:00.002+08:00

hello people

so my holiday just started few days ago and it went well until today i had sore throat and mild fever.i am not that kind of pharmacy students who like to take medicine it doesn't matter a panadol or antihistamine or whatever it is.just let the sore throat and fever be there and insyAllah it'll go away tomorrow.next week i plan to go to johor and have fun there for about a week.but i still haven't buy the ticket yet.

some of my plan this week didn't goes well same as today.my friend bring my laptop to work in kl while i'm supposed to pick the laptop up at his house this evening after i service the car.so i have to figure out other time maybe sometime tomorrow to take the laptop.my brother is not coming back for raya so we did plan something for him.raya without him kind of meaningless but as emak said that his final exams are more important because this is his final semester and very crucial time for him.the same thing will happen to me next year.i really will try hard so that everything will go as planned.insyAllah.

tomorrow we are having our annual activity and i'm hoping to take pictures of the cow and all the organs and will upload it to facebook.as my friend said orang negeri sembilan semua bahagian lembu dia nak.its true.from the stomach until the brain.we will take everything and cook it.insyAllah who knows next year i'll be able to pay for my parents part for qurban?

forgot to tell you that i baked 3 cheesecakes last night and its kind of nice to see the cakes but i'm kind of sad because the chocolate cheesecakes do not turn out well.something wrong somewhere which i dont know why.need to figure out so that it'll become nicer and prettier than before.guess i should stick to my lemon cheesecake until i can overcome the chocolatey problems.

i dont know what else to write perhaps i should watch some videos on youtube cause the internet connection kind of good.take care people and selamat hari raya aidiladha.

25 facts

2010-11-11T10:15:00.002+08:00

"Once you have been tagged, you are supposed to write a note 25 random facts, or goal about you. At the end choose 25 people to be tagged, you have to tagged the person that tagged you. If I tagged you, it means I want to know more about you.

i'm pretty kind of dunno what to do now.actually i'm in the middle of sewing my jubah but suddenly remember that i haven't post anything since last week.and i remember wawa tag me with the question above.but i'm not gonna tag anyone cause i'm doing it for fun.here it comes my 25 random facts:

i was born on 30th september at 9.20 am and only 2.68 kg
i love gadgets but i've to wait until i finish my study then i can change it
i love baking (extremely love!) and cooking (lambat sikit nak minat ni) and sewing (paling lambat)
try to improve my english language both the communication skills and writing skills (i wrote my dissertation with very very very bad english)
i'm very bad in managing my ow money.even my parents money too
i've too many clothes but will only wear those that i love and feel comfortable with and mainly the colours either black or white
i'm suffering from lactose intolerance (google it yourself) but will force myself to drink milk and eat cereal during semester break
i have some fear with men.honestly since primary school.
i have great great friends around me during my high school and my university life (you know i love you rite?)
never been admitted to hospital before.but went to emergency room once.
wore braces for nearly six years but now only the retainers some time.
my gums are bad and even the recommended mouthwash cannot treat it.
i love travelling and wish whoever will be my partner will love to travelling too
insyAllah will graduate next year.will work with government for 5 years and then will continue master insyAllah insyAllah
never really been in a relationship but i know having someone with you make your life so meaningful but when they hurt you then you'll be in a deep sorrow and hurt inside there.agree with me?
my not-so-big secret anymore is i have this one tudung and i can't sleep without it (actually i can if im too sleepy)
i am too shy to start a conversation with a stranger unless i have a very important thing to ask
i am changing to be a better person insyAllah slowly
i love long skirts and will buy some skirts during holiday
i eat everything and my current addiction is chapati and vegetables and no rice cause i'm trying to lose some weight (my BMI still normal but can jump to overweight anytime)
am book lovers.even i don't read my goodman & gilman and koda-kimble frequently but i love them.i love cecelia ahern and dorothy komsoon.give me anything i'll read it.
i dont want to cut my hair until i finish study and see whether i can survive with long hair or not
will try my best to attend all invitations for my friends' weddings
i registered as organ donor last month.and volunteer for orphancare
jika saya ditakdirkan Allah tidak mempunyai pasangan hidup,saya akan mengambil anak angkat selepas kehidupan saya stabil.dan jika saya ditakdirkan bertemu bayi yang dibuang saya akan berusaha mengambilnya sebagai anak angkat.itu janji saya pada diri sendiri.

okay.done with 25 facts about me.care to do the same thing?go ahead and i'll read yours.

i just came back from meet mr.SV and need a little bit corrections and then can print out the slides and finish up my alteration and then can watch chinta chanduri.today is the last episode mate!must watch okay.and not to forget durja ningsun tonight.i forgot to mention that i'll only watch scary movies and action movies with my friends.

i wish all the best to my dear friends with the research presentation tomorrow.may Allah help us to get through this.and take care people!

vewy vewy quick update

2010-11-04T10:51:00.002+08:00

hello

im currently lepaking at Gold Course Hotel, near the Klang river.

as near as I can see the river flow together with all the rubbish in it

just activate my twitter account from celcom mobile.this is amazing like the statement "you dont need a smartphone to update your twitter status" LOL

finish editing and compiling my dissertation that needs to be print and submit today

my english sucks when i write the dissertation but i dont care anymore.

my plan after this:

take my shower

read a few clinical pharmacokinetic notes

pack my stuffs and go back to puncak alam

buy nasi ayam penyet for dinner on the way back to puncak alam

print out and bind my dissertation and send it

read international business after finish everything

insyAllah.may He give permission for me to do all the tasks today.

and you take care and all the best.

happy deepavali!

p/s when a kid said vewy it sounds cute but if you're an adult dont try to pronounce it like that

of final exam and FYP

2010-10-18T14:09:00.001+08:00

life is crazy.i don't have time to write anything here.

want to wish everyone good luck for final exams.good luck with that "lovely" research thingy and all the best in whatever things that you guys are up to

may Allah protect us.

great!

2010-10-01T09:31:00.002+08:00

hello people

alhamdulillah i'm officially 21 years old yesterday.i wasn't expecting any surprise birthday party or celebration because everyone is busy with their research and hospital and etc.but thanks to everyone for a great party last night.seriously i'll never forget it.such a great party before i celebrate my birthday alone next year.i just wish every day is my birthday so i can have all my friends laughing together eat together.but birthday celebration here definitely is not the same as the one that we did back in MOZAC.situations are different but the feelings are still the same.thanks a lot friends.

currently finished my 2nd week of attachment for this semester.the first one at HTAR for CDR department and 2nd week at HSB for TPN department.next week will be again HSB for TDM department.but i still love CDR.love the preceptor.love the case.but TPN is not that bad.manage to visit premature baby at NICU.learn how to calculate and next week don't know what is waiting for us.

actually have to meet supervisor this morning but then he has meeting and now have to wait for him until finish.so my plan today i have to change a lot.thats why people said we can only plan but Allah will decide.i have to accept it.btw,my front plat number is broken.don't know whether its my fault or someone else because i didn't realize it before and i can't even remember if i hit anything.hopefully abah won't get angry laa.

just plan to write a few things cause i need to pack my stuffs and continue re-write my thesis.take care people.love you!

Selamat Hari Raya

2010-09-13T08:54:00.002+08:00

masih belum terlambat rasanya untuk ucapkan selamat hari raya.

mohon maaf dari hujung rambut ke hujung kuku kaki jika ada salah silap terkasar bahasa terkecil hati.saya hanya manusia biasa yang sentiasa melakukan kesalahan.

jangan simpan dalam hati ya!

sebenarnya,saya sedang berada di dalam kereta menuju ke kg.baru.

wan masuk hospital semalam kerana bengkak di kakinya.doktor kata mungkin disebabkan masalah dengan jantung.saya bukan seorang doktor malah belum layak bergelar ahli farmasi.tetapi pada pendapat saya masalah yang berlaku mungkin disebabkan tindak balas ubat atau kesan sampingan beberapa jenis ubat yang wan ambil.tak apa saya hanya mampu berdoa agar wan sihat kembali.selepas ini saya dikehendaki pergi ke hospital dan nampaknya hanya boleh menjaga wan pada hari jumaat sahaja.sungguh saya berdoa wan cepat sembuh dan kuat semangat.

malam tadi saya sudahkan juga memasukkan data ke fail SPSS.itu baru separuh daripada data yang saya ada.masih ada data dari dua universiti yang belum diterima.sekarang saya berusaha untuk menyiapkan laporan makmal pharmacokinetics dan dr.minaketan.cuti waktu raya kali ini tak boleh berehat sewenang-wenangnya.hari rabu hendak ke kelantan pula.sabtu pagi baru sampai ke rumah kembali.ahad sudah hendak pulang ke puncak alam.isnin perlu ke hospital.tak tahu apa lagi yang menanti selepas ini.cuma tinggal beberapa minggu sebelum peperiksaan akhir bermula.saya harus mendapat keputusan cemerlang kali ini.tak mampu mendapat anugerah dekan saya harus mengekalkan keputusan yang sudah nyawa-nyawa ikan itu.

saya sudah hendak sampai ke hospital.selamat hari raya kawan-kawan.

berhati-hati di jalan raya ya.dan dengan sedihnya saya tak dapat beraya dengan kawan-kawan di melaka hari ini.selamat bergembira!

pre Hari Raya

2010-09-03T16:21:00.002+08:00

assalam

whats up people?

i'm back at home for hari raya preparation and my mid semester break.2 weeks holiday are the longest break i've ever had since my foundation year.but next monday i'll be having buka puasa with my girl friends and after raya from wednesday till friday i'm off to kelantan to attend my classmate's wedding.i;m pretty sure i'll receive some more invitations after graduation next year insyAllah.and the invitations will always make me think when is my time?haha.kalau ada jodoh tak ke mana.my girl friends are pretty crazy with these wedding-boyfriend things and everytime we met that'll be one of our hot topic.

talking bout my future.i've already planned something for myself except for that getting married part caused it can happen anytime.insyAllah i'll finish my study next July.after that i'll work at hospital either in Negri Sembilan or Selangor or Sabah.my theory is simple.if ministry of health wants to sent me farther than negri sembilan or selangor then just sent me to sabah then it'll be more worth it to take flights and everything.after four years i'll get my license and then i'll continue my study either taking MBA or clinical pharmacy.by that time i'll be 26 insyAllah.still a year younger than my parents when they get married.ini semua yang dirancang tetapi Allah yang tentukan semuanya.

back to hari raya.i drove accompanied by my friend till seremban and i don't feel sleepy at all.luckily.so tomorrow we gonna make some penganan.google it if you dont know.and will have to pick my brother at seremban later in the evening.then sunday maybe have to clean up the house and paint the wall.and monday have to send avanza to service centre then pick the car and off to malacca after that but i'll be hanging out with girl friends.yeay!!

okay i have to start key in data for my research.my supervisor called me this morning and i didn't expect that hes waiting for us today cause usually i'll call when i want to meet him.i'm truly madly sorry mr.hameed.will bring kuih raya for you later.

selamat berbuka puasa mate!

entah

2010-08-24T19:22:00.002+08:00

aku keliru

tapi kamu tak pernah beritahu

kadang kamu mahu

kadang kamu seakan jemu

maka aku tambah keliru

aku cuba jadi biasa

seperti kamu dan dia

tapi kadang perbuatanmu luar biasa

hingga aku kembali rasa istimewa

Ya Allah bantulah aku

insan hina di dunia

Ya Allah kuatkanlah hatiku

menghadapi suka duka berliku

Ramadhan

2010-08-14T07:40:00.002+08:00

again Ramadhan the holy month is here

the month where we have to fast during the day and solat tarawih after isya'

salam Ramadhan

hello people

i'm blogging from my home sweet home

arrived here yesterday morning after fighting with sleepiness driving from puncak alam to rembau

i had gulai ikan sardin yesterday.i think whatever my mum cook will always taste better than other food.although i'm not a big fan of sardin but it really taste nice.

i want to bank in the money for Syarikat Kamal yesterday but due to some problems it can't be done.emak asked me to go and pay on my own but i really need to find time for that.insyAllah maybe next wednesday i can try to go and pay.

and our classmate just become a father yesterday.congratulations and welcome to the world Muhammad Thaqief Daniel!

so today have to go and send car for service.and while waiting will go to Nagoya with emak.ladies shopping i guess for Hari Raya.haha.still have some notes to read and CBL to prepare.luckily i didn't do any drugs-related task this time.pretty sick with reasons and justifications everytime it comes to drug.grrrr.

okay gtg and take quick shower.take care people.and miss you!

lama

2010-08-06T03:46:00.002+08:00

hello people.hello world.

again i'm sorry for not writing here.i can see some spider webs here and there.

shall i blame on the timetable or blame the internet connection.

blame myself for never learn how to manage time well.

the theory currently is i need to wake up early morning around 2 or 3 to use the internet.broadband kind of disappointing here and only works well during the day and early morning.so i have to adjust my own sleeping cycle to use the net.

few updates as i always do to prevent writing a long long essay with a lot of grammar errors.

had my viva and written test for cardiovascular yesterday.viva is not that bad.but i already lost 10 marks for the essay.stress.

gonna watch cuci the musical this saturday as my car has not been serviced and abah does not allowed me to go to cameron highland.i changed my plan and do other things.

i will have another test this monday and i'm tired of it already.

i can't wait for Ramadhan and i hope i can khatam Al-Quran this Ramadhan.

and we are planning to go to sabah.although we planned to korea at first but due to some time and money constraints we changed plan.the ticket is quite expensive but never mind.will find some money for it.

today is my last day with my supervisor and i hope he gonna love the present.

emak got promoted last week and i'm truly madly happy for her.another 6 years to go for her and i always pray Allah will always guide abah and emak and help them to be a good leader.i love them more lah!

today will have to see supervisor and study SPSS.later in the evening we have soome prize giving ceremony and who knows i might be one of the recipient.haha.just kidding.

take care and good luck!

sudah lama

2010-07-24T08:48:00.002+08:00

hai.hello.

i do miss you blog.i miss writing here but the internet connection does not allow me to do so.when i'm back at home i am too lazy to write and rather sleep than do anything.but now i am writing to kill the time while waiting for my sisters to go to malacca.

it has been three weeks i am back at home.either i drove the car or by bus.so for the next 3 weeks i'll be in puncak alam.study maybe.viva is coming.presentations are waiting.really need to do better this semester.i only have two semester to maintain my cgpa and graduate with second class upper.it is not that i don't want to graduate with first class but i think it is already too late for me to aim like that.i'll try my best and i want to make everyone happy.insyAllah another one more year.

a few things.i already settled into our new house but still waiting for the internet connection.broadband connection is not that good there.i'll distribute questionnaire next week.already start keying in data for the pilot test.my case based learning every week.hang out with friends are part of my task every week.we need time to relax.and today i'm gonna buy a plastic wardrobe so i can hang my clothes.a proper and cheap one.it's kind of a waste to buy 100 over wardrobe and later i've to left it there.

new semester kind of killing me with the weekly CBL and all there research things.but life must goes on as the seniors always said that sem 7 are difficult and the busiest semester.accept the fact.here i am now in my room in puncak alam.no more home until first week of ramadhan.it's raining quite heavily outside.please stop raining after isyak cause i need to go out later.

today.i am tired.mentally and physically.

take care peeps!

updates

2010-07-10T22:31:00.002+08:00

hello people

kind of little busy with new semester.new house.new life.new schedule.old heart.

currently i'm at home.spending precious weekend instead of staying alone in puncak alam.

actually,i need to come back to replace my road tax.and buy some stuffs.unfortunately,i decided to buy a table and chair as i desperately need one.i can't do works on the floor.blame UiTM for providing us such a comfy facilities for us for one whole year.and i do miss college's facilities once we moved into this new house.so,i'm gonna wait for the scholar to be here and go to some furniture's store or IKEA and buy some wardrobe or whatever storage solutions for my clothes.

the timetable for this semester is not that full with Friday officially our Research Day.but we will have classes until late evening in Monday and Tuesday.few classes for Wed and Thurs and no class at all in Friday.i can freely go back early that Friday.a few classes already start this week.already have assignments to submit this Monday and i nearly forgot about it.

we went to Wong Solo and i-City last Friday.a nice night out with the girls and currently looking forward to go to the Pesta Flora at putrajaya.insyAllah if i have time and money.

okay now i need to complete my industrial report before tomorrow.take care mate!

minggu ketujuh

2010-06-28T22:16:00.000+08:00

hello

whats up peeps?

so now im officially finish my industrial training and currently having a week break before the new semester start.what happen last week?it's quite nice and sad moment.

mr.faiz visit us on wednesday.manage to prepare the most stable toothpaste formulation.attend two talks from Prof Amel from Sfax University,Tunisia.and friday is my last day in CEPP.suddenly feel sad to leave my practical friends and supervisors there.they are really nice and my supervisor even made a keychain with my name on it.then after office hours,my auntie already waits for me and directly go back home.so i'm out of johor less than 24 hours after i finished my practical.

another week before class start means lepaking and doing nothing academic.yesterday is such a very bad day to me.my scanner can't be fixed.and pretty angry to my sister.my laptop needs to be serviced but don't have time to leave it there.even the contractor didn't come to my granny house for the cabinet.i'm such a loser.arghhhhhh.

today such be much better.i've already wash the clothes.will take my shower then bank-in some money then send comforters to laundry and then again to ask the contractor to come to my granny house.hopefully everything turns out good.

so what are you doing now?

minggu keenam

2010-06-21T12:33:00.003+08:00

hello semua

apa khabar?minggu ini merupakan minggu terakhir saya di loji pandu kejuruteraan kimia.jumaat ini saya akan pulang ke rumah dan menikmati seminggu cuti sebelum saya pulang ke kampus untuk meneruskan setahun lagi perjuangan untuk menggenggam segulung ijazah.beberapa aktiviti telah berada di dalam kepala saya memandangkan cuti yang pendek perlu dimanfaatkan dengan sepenuhnya.memandangkan saya tiada kawan-kawan sepermainan jadi saya tidak perlu keluar dengan kawan tetapi saya perlu keluar dengan makcik dan nenek dan datuk saya.memandangkan abah dan emak saya juga bersekolah jadi saya lebih rela pulang ke kampung.

hujung minggu lepas saya ke pasir gudang kemudian saya pergi ke kota tinggi membeli kain untuk baju raya.kain-kain disana sangat murah sehingga saya dan mak cik saya telah membeli 5 pasang kain.kemudian saya telah dihantar ke rumah kawan saya di taman rinting untuk makan laksa johor yang sangat sedap.kemudia kami pergi menonton wayang bertajuk Sex and The City 2.sangat kelakar.tambahan lagi dua orang jejaka di sebelah kanan saya telah berbisik sesama mereka bahaw amereka sebenarnya telah terSALAH panggung.kesian mereka.pengajaran sila semak tiket sebelum masuk ke panggung wayang.

hari ini ada seorang teman dari UniKL akan bersama-sama berjuang menghasilkan ubat gigi tanpa fluorida dan SLS yang merbahaya.akhirnya saya telah hampir-hampir berjaya menghasilkan seperti yang dijual di pasaran.esok akan terus mencuba lagi.esok en.faiz akan datang untuk melawat CEPP.harap-harap semuanya baik sahaja.

cepatlah hari jumaat sebab hendak pulang.

kamu semua jaga diri baik-baik.

minggu kelima

2010-06-15T23:59:00.002+08:00

hello world

what's up everyone?sleeping already?

i'm off to bed a few more minutes.cause tomorrow is wednesday and i've to work.my toothpaste still under construction and its kind of boring to do same thing every single day.experiments are interesting but cleaning up are not interesting at all.i'll try to minimize the apparatus so i don't need to wash a lot of things in the end.

what happen last week?

assigned new task to find formulation for fluoride free toothpaste.kind of interesting but yet still hard to find.i've to modify here modify there and check the stability.have to compare the commercial and homemade formulation.have to grind salt to make the particle as small as i can.getting bored with the task.

going back to bongek.have dentist appointment on saturday.attend wedding on saturday.going back to pedas in the evening.sleep early at night.i really love semester break.no test.no asignment.no notes.the only thing that make me worry is i'll gain weight at home.haha.

okay talking about examination result.mine is not that bad but still kind of frustrating.my cgpa is above 3 but if i do not study hard next semester i'm pretty sure it'll drop below 3.so please please remind me and remind yourself to study.playing around is another thing but study should come first.but alhamdulillah i did pass all the papers.

so this weekend i dont know either im going back to bongek or stay here or attend tira's bro's wedding or stay in pasir gudang.too many activities.too little time.i shall decide later.

one more thing.my house's owners are crazy.obviously they want to increase the monthly rent because everyone is taking advantage from us.and they're driving us crazy.Allah knows everything.what goes around comes around.

time to sleep.wish you all the best and take care.

minggu keempat

2010-06-06T10:45:00.002+08:00

hello people

here i am in pasir gudang.its raining outside.and its cold.

i had a very great time with my auntie.eat a lot of good food.and enjoy fighting with my cousin.

that six years old kid really loves to bully me.

whats going on last week?

i help farhanah to make her toffee or finally turns out to be hard candy.

ate tomyam since wednesday until friday.honestly,im not a big fan of tomyam actually.

i prepared may shower gel.both clear and pearl.

i made another base cream which is more stable than before.

i watched lagenda budak setan with balqis and hanah.which is a funny story with good song.

what will happen next week?

im going back on friday.

my appointment is on saturday.

i hope my sapindus rarak will be here so i can do the experiment.

academic supervisors may come but i don't know when.

and the exam's result will be out.grrrrrr.i even dream about me fail one of the subject.

so,

lets check this blog out.the tudungs are very comfortable to wear.honestly.

buy it for your cousins or your kids or for your nieces.

Lil Girl Simplicity

and now i want to find a new templates for my blog.just wait for the new look.

take care and dont forget to eat.

minggu ketiga

2010-05-30T13:33:00.002+08:00

hai kawan-kawan

saya baru sampai di skudai tengahari tadi dan sekarang saya tinggal di rumah seorang diri kerana tidak ke mana-mana.dan saya makan tengahari maggi goreng ayam bijan segera dan saya sudah kemas barang saya.saya dengan bijaknya telah berjaya mendapatkan semula gamabr-gambar yang telah saya delete dari kad memori kamera.terima kasih kepada perisian-perisian yang telah membantu.

aktiviti saya minggu lepas tidak begitu menarik melainkan pada hari khamis.supervisor saya telah pergi persidangan yang dianjurkan oleh fakulti tetapi saya sendiri tak tahu wujudnya acara itu.jadi pada hari khamis beliau telah meminta saya belajar membuat krim dan sabun cecair jadi saya pun pergila belajar membuat krim.esok saya akan buat sabun cecair pula.

kemudian selepas waktu pejabat pada hari khamis,saya pulang ke rumah dengan menaiki bas sepatutnya pukul 6.30 petang tetapi bas sampai pada pukul 7.30 malam.terasa sangat penat berdiri selama 1 jam.jadinya 11 jun nanti saya hendak balik untuk mandi dahulu kemudian baru ke tempat menunggu bas.

kepada Encik Abdul Salam jangan gelakkan sebarang kesalahan ejaan disini ya kerana sangat malas hendak betulkan.harap maklum.hahaha.

minggu depan saya akan berada di makmal untuk membuat eksperimen.dengan harapan produk saya berjaya dan dapat menyertai pertandingan ke persidangan ke atau apa-apa sahaja.cepatlah sebulan lagi berlalu.

sekarang saya sangat mengantuk.mungkin saya patut tidur sebelum asar sekejap.sila jaga diri kawan-kawan baik-baik dan jangan lupa makan.

minggu kedua

2010-05-20T22:18:00.002+08:00

hello people

this is my second week in johor bahru and currently adapting myself to the weather.to the routine and to everything.i still have another five weeks to be here and hopefully everything goes well.

basically this week i spend entire day in front of the computer and sending emails to invite lecturers from many universities to one of the conference organised by CEPP.its kind of boring but at least i've something to do rather than playing games and do nothing.maybe i shall go back and read about sapindus rarak tomorrow cause i believe that next week puan zarani will ask me about it.so tomorrow will write my report and will be sapindus rarak's day.

so universal studio last saturday is definitely a must-visit place.i can't afford to go to other universal studio so went to singapore is good enough for me already.thank you abah for sponsoring me to singapore.i love you!

and this sunday we planned to picnic at kota tinggi waterfall and hopefully we can go there although maybe just three or four of us.at least we have time to relax for a while.and enxt week im going back home on thursday and then i'm off to cameron highland on friday.and back to johor in sunday.can't wait for next week.yeay.

i hope my friends are having good time with their industrial training.and you take care and love you!

minggu pertama

2010-05-13T21:33:00.004+08:00

hello people

i'm writing from hanah's room after some dinner.delicious daging black pepper but really hot and spicy.hopefully my stomach is doing well tonight or else i have to take dhamotil tomorrow.the target during this industrial training is to write at least once a week.

currently,i have met my supervisor and we already decided on what to do and what is the outcome from this industrial training.unlike other friends,CEPP is more on research and development so more or less it just the same thing like FYP but i don't have to do the writing.my supervisor will ask someone else to do it for me.actually kind of excited to do some extraction and produce cream and soap from sapindus rarak.please google it yourself cause i'm pretty lazy tonight.however,pn.zarani needs to find the fruits first and i can do the extraction later.

we have been spending some amount of time at hutan bandar but the weather is not really nice lately.all the joints and muscles work pretty hard and maybe adapting to the pressure that i put on it.but kind of happy to see cute little kids playing around at the playground.when they smile they look very cute.so sweet.

i hate working hours.need to wake up early.depart from home as early as 7.40 am.with the traffic lights.the roundabouts.the bumpers.annoying.have to bear with this for another 6 weeks.i hope there is some conference or seminar going on so i have reason to go out from CEPP and gain extra experience.in my dream lah kan?

okay gotta go and brush teeth.iron my baju kurung.read a few chapter of book and then fall asleep.good night everyone.take care.

nota untuk abah

2010-04-25T09:52:00.000+08:00

dialah guru,dialah abah

dialah anak,dialah sahabat

dialah teman,dialah rakan

tak kenal lelah

tak jemu mengajar

tak jemu bersabar

melayan kerenah anak-anak yang membesar

sayangnya kami kepada dia

tulus suci tiada gantinya

kerana abah kami berdiri

kerana abah kami disini

tanpa abah siapa kami

hidup tanpa ilmu ibarat layang-layang terputus tali

kami tanpa abah pasti hilang segala seri

dan hari ini ulangtahun abah

maafkan kami tak berada di rumah

dari jauh kami doakan

semoga bahagia berkekalan

Allah panjangkan umur abah

Allah murahkan rezeki abah

Allah beri kesihatan kepada abah

En.Abdul Halim Zaki,

Selamat Hari Lahir!

it's Friday

2010-04-23T08:25:00.003+08:00

hello people.

another 2 weeks more until final exam is over.

still another six papers are waiting to be answered.

thousands pages of notes waiting to be read.

and now i'm already tired.

arcalion does not give so much effect to my body.

same goes to nescafe.

when i'm tired i lost my focus and tend to sleep.

i'll wake up early in the morning and fighting with my eyes to read the notes.

i think i need some strong CNS stimulants for exam weeks.

hopefully everything goes well for you too.

happy studying mates!

peperiksaan datang lagi

2010-04-18T18:46:00.003+08:00

rabu depan peperiksaan saya akan bermula tapi ini kali pertama sepanjang di UiTM saya rasa sungguh tak bersedia dan memang takut untuk menghadapi peperiksaan.kami telah merancang jadual belajar dan setakat ini telah dipatuhi walaupun sedikit lambat dan perlahan.semoga saya dan kawan-kawan akan berjaya menghadapi penderitaan tiga minggu ini dengan tabah dan penuh kekuatan.semoga dikurniakan badan yang sihat dan minda yang cerdas dan dijauhkan dari segala mala petaka dan bencana.

memandangkan kami telah bercadang untuk tinggal di luar kolej semester depan jadi rumah sewa telah mula dicari dan Allah memudahkan urusan kami dengan memberi bantuanNya.ahamdulillah kami berjaya menjumpai rumah kembar dua yang ingin disewa dan tadi rakan-rakan telah pergi melihat dan berjumpa dengan tuan rumah.insyAllah kami ada banyak perancangan setelah pindah ke rumah baru nanti.tunggu undangan kami.

10 mei iaitu 2 hari selepas habis peperiksaan saya akan ke johor untuk melengkapkan tuntutan latihan industri selama 7 minggu dan mungkin akan mengambil peluang untuk ke singapura juga.mungkin habiskan masa di pasir gudang juga bila hujung minggu.mungkin ke pulau batam?

dengan jujurnya saya punyai banyak masalah peribadi akhir-akhir ini.yang tersimpan dalam hati tapi demi peperiksaan biarkan sahaja semuanya.demi persahabatan juga ada baiknya kalau diamkan sahaja.Allah lebih mengetahui segalanya.

dengan ini saya Izzati binti Abdul Halim Zaki memohon maaf kepada semua pihak atas ketelanjuran kata dan perbuatan seandai terkecil hati dan terbenci.semoga di halalkan makan minum dan doakan kejayaan kita bersama dalam apa jua keadaan dan suasana.

selamat maju jaya.