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unwanted


here i am
sitting alone in the middle of this empty house

today is not a very good day
i need a rest.mentally.physically.emotionally.

the unwanted feelings are here again
and suddenly these flu and sore throat and backache come to visit me

i can feel the weakness in me
and lend me your strength please

i wish and i hope the day will come
for me to be strong and
learn to read and understand the facts in this real world

a friend told me
sometimes we've to give up
and i think this time i really need to do it
without turning back

so
i wish you all the best people

but still
i can't stop missing you

just
take care
and
good luck

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