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Five years

For the past five years, I have been flying in and out from here. I have been taking emergency flight back home when uwan and atuk admitted. I have been worrying almost all the time when they are not feeling well. And, I am tired now.
For the past five years, I have been asking my parents to fetch me from airport every single flight. I have been needing their help to send me to airport every single flight. I have been visiting hundreds of times to the airports. And, I am tired now.
For the past five years, I have been alone here without my family. I have been cooking in the kitchen without mak. I have been driving without abah by my side. And, I am tired now.
For the past five years, I have been dreaming of me going back home for good. I have been imagining myself become a student again. I have been dreaming a lot of dreams. And, I am tired now.


And now,
i am torn between my master and my family.

Getting my master degree is definitely my ultimate dream.
(Don't get me wrong, findi…