Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Hello 2013 (I forgot to hit the publish button last month)



بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ
"Dengan menyebut nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang"


hello 2013.
still not too late for me to welcome 2013 in our life.
new year.new workplace.with the old missions and targets.

to the ups and downs in 2012, thank you so much.
you taught me a lot of things that I can't learn in the classroom.
a lifetime experiences.

alhamdulillah.

completed my one year Provisionally Registered Pharmacist.
passed my Jurisprudence Examination.
bought my own first car.
bought insurance for myself.
baked lots of cakes and cookies.
celebrated my 23rd birthday with family & friends.
surprised by MOH with the posting letter to Sabah.
decided not to appeal and just go to Sabah and here I am right now.
decided to climb Mount K with Mira & Amir few days after I safely arrived here.
this is the craziest decision ever.
never had the worst asthma attack before and never use ventolin that frequent.
alhamdulillah still managed to reach the summit though I don't want to climb the last 200 meters to Low's Peak.InsyAllah will climb to the Low's Peak next time with the loved one.InsyAllah :)

and many more beautiful things happen in my life.alhamdulillah thank you Allah.

so many ups in my life but sometime the downs are bitter than ever.
the downs that make you cried in the cinema.
the downs that make you regret whatever stupid thing you've done.
the downs that make you hate the song that person asks you to listen before the goodbye part.
the downs that make you delete that person phone number.
the downs that make you experienced androphobia.
the downs that make you decided to go as far as you can from places that you used to visit together.

to my lovely dearest friends who understand me better than ever,
thank you so much for the happy time.for the comforting words.for the pillow talk.


to mak & abah,
your daughter promises to be a better person here in Sabah.insyAllah
your daughter promises to increase her savings.but she wants to travel more.insyAllah
your daughter promises not to buy tickets every time her home sick come.insyAllah
your daughter promises not to buy unnecessary things anymore.insyAllah
your daughter promises not to cry for stupid things.insyAllah
your daughter promises to get married before she turns 27.insyAllah.
your daughter promises to learn how to cook like mak & abah.insyAllah.
your daughter promises to come back to semenanjung another 3 years insyAllah.

your daughter promises to keep her promises.insyAllah


hanya Allah tahu betapa rindunya saya dengan Mak & Abah & Uwan & Mak Tih & Mak Ngah & Atuk.
I used to visit them every week and this is the longest time ever I didn't see them.
called me manja.called me mengada-ngada.saya tak pernah jauh dari family.
paling lama pun 2 months in Perth.
how lah to survive few years here in Sabah? 

I miss everyone in Semenanjung.

:'(


love,
izzati.



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