Skip to main content

A Place Called Here




aku baru habis membaca buku Cecelia Ahern
rupanya semua barang dan orang yang hilang akan ke satu tempat
mungkin ini hanya rekaan atau dongengan
maka aku yakin bahawa nota PULMONARY DISORDER pasti berada di sana
sebab aku tak tahu mana pergi nota itu
dalam komuter masih ada
dalam teksi masih ada
sampai rumah tak ada
redha sahaja lah

minggu ini terlalu banyak pengajaran yang aku dapat
sebelum itu maafkan aku kerana entry sebelum ini terpaksa aku buang kerana bimbang akan terus mencetuskan perkara-perkara yang tak diingini.cukuplah apa yang telah tercetus sekarang

aku tak pernah berniat nak marah siapa pun
kalau aku buat kerja aku sendiri tak kacau orang lain mesti tak ada orang marah kan.tapi aku ada kacau hidup orang lain ke.
atau mungkin aku yang terlebih sensitif dalam hal-hal ini.
atau orang lain rasa apa yang aku buat menganggu hidup mereka.
kalau begitu maaflah.
aku berjanji tak akan kacau hidup siapa pun lagi.
maka kamu pun berjanji jangan kacau hidup aku juga

bila aku hilang aku tahu semua gembira
memang aku harap aku dapat duduk selama-lamanya di sana
tapi apakan daya aku tak mampu
tuntutan di sini lebih besar lagi

minggu-minggu terakhir peperiksaan sangat mencabar
subjek-subjek semuanya berat
tapi aku semakin kehabisan tenaga untuk belajar
aku rasa susah hendak berjaga malam
walaupun caffeine dari nescafe agak membantu tapi masih tak mampu menahan mata aku sampai pagi

aku telah minta kepastian doktor untuk minum nescafe
nasib baik dia kata ok cuma hanya akan meninggalkan kesan pada permukaan gigi.doktor kata nanti boleh buat whitening.
maka aku akan terus perlukan kamu wahai nescafe

aku harus berusaha lebih gigih minggu-minggu terakhir ini.
semoga semua berjaya.
aku doakan kamu semua.
jangan lupa doakan aku sekali.
insyAllah.




perut lapar.perut sakit.
later~~

m310254
1205




Comments

mardhiyah said…
zati, chaiyoookk!!! hold on!! :D :D
izzati said…
mardhiyah,

thanks..huhu..
same2 kite menuju kejayaan..:]
~fiOnAbEE~ said…
betty..kamu telah ditag! selamat menyiapkannya! hehe =)
izzati said…
fionabee,

naseb baek arini x de paper..
thanks for the tag..:P

Popular posts from this blog

papadom

hey there im at home now wasting time with internet and stuck in front of this laptop. seems like my life is so great without exam.but still i was thinking about it. so,after zuhur i went to melaka for my dentist appointment.and the brackets is not here anymore.finally after 4 years and 10 months and 4 days all the brackets have been removed except the lower front brackets.its feel weird but my teeth look different.my two front teeth is bigger so it is quite obvious.somehow,i'll have to wear retainers tomorrow.and there'll be some wires on my teeth.i hope it'll take 3 months only. then,im off to melaka mall and watched papadom with en.norzhafran.he was late and we cant find our seat and yet decided to sit at the 3rd row from the front.actually the seating is different from the screen that shows seats during booking.thats why im confused when finding the seat.no matter what i should really thanks apan.without him i'll end up watching the best and funny papadom alone.in r...

north to south:weddings journey

hello people been from north malaysia to the south for the sake of attending wedding invitations and meet my classmates.its worth every penny and time spent.me love travelling.though its tiring but its fun.my flight to alor setar on wednesday morning but did i told you i had dinner with my girl friends before that at Delicious Mid Valley.that delicious carbonara and frosty watermelon lychee.plus the red velvet cupcakes.nyummy.thanks dear friends for lending me your ears to hear all my stupid stories and for that curhat moment. 4.30 am we took bus from KL Setral to LCCT.arrived at alor setar around 8 something in the morning.thank you fathi fo picking us up at the airport.haven't been there since my brother complete his five years there and some places still look the same as before.had breakfast at Nasmir.then we don't know what to do and fathi drives us around showing all the paddy fields,his tok wans' houses,gunung keriang and finally we stop at Muzium Padi. we went to ano...

quick update from a sister

I miss my blog.  Blame Sabah for it. Okay blame me.   Alhamdulillah life in Sabah so far so good. Can't lie to myself that I'm fine here being 1012 miles away from my parents. You can see me smiling everyday in the pharmacy because my parents call me every night. In fact they call their kids every night. Tau sangat nak tunggu anak-anak call mesti abah emak dah tidur. Cause you know to travel more than 60km to reach the school everyday is not that easy for abah. Okay probably he'll said that its easy cause he has been traveling everyday since few years ago but for me her daughter, its troublesome.  Now you understand why we celebrate Teacher's Day? Sabah and Negeri Sembilan is not that far anymore. Since Nov 2012 I'm home four times already.  Even my DPT pun dah nak terkoyak kulit dia. Abang kastam tak nak tengok dah DPT tu. LOL.  Alhamdulillah, glad few friends datang melawat kami. Okay perasan. Datang melawat Sa...