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PHR 473


alhamdulillah another paper done today.unfortunately aku masih tidak mampu berpuas hati dengan jawapan yang ditulis tadi.kamu boleh kata yang sudah jawab pun cukup baik tapi aku tidak mahu fikir begitu.biar aku fikir sesuatu itu in the worst case scenario dan aku tidak akan letak harapan yang terlalu tinggi terhadap sesuatu perkara.dan sehingga kini kadang-kadang aku masih tidak faham mengapa usaha yang aku letakkan,masa yang aku korbankan,waktu tidur yang aku siakan dan penat yang aku abaikan aku rasa tidak berbaloi.aku tak berhak kata begitu kerana belum tahu keputusan peperiksaan lagi tapi hati kecil aku berkata begitu.hati aku kata penat sahaja kamu korbankan segalanya tapi semasa peperiksaan masih tidak boleh menjawab dengan baik.aku tak mahu kata-kata kecil ini meruntuhkan semangat aku untuk belajar.tidak sama sekali.

owh dan aku mula kembali menjadi aku yang lama.kerana kamu aku menjadi aku semula.dan aku tak mahu jadi hipokrit.dan aku tak akan berbohong dengan kamu apa yang aku rasa.aku harap kamu ialah kamu yang aku kenal dulu supaya aku tak terus ragu.nanti sahaja aku tanyakan pada kamu hakikat sebenarnya kita.

owh dan aku harap komen-komen aku dicoretan eqeen tempoh hari tidak menyakiti sesiapa.aku berkata berdasarkan pandangan aku sahaja dan masing-masing punyai buah fikiran sendiri.aku tak mahu jadi matang untuk bercakap mengenai cinta dan perasaan tapi pengalaman dan pemerhatian menjadi bantuan dan rujukan untuk terus berkata dan mencari ilham.biarkan aku suka menjadi kanak-kanak walau apa pun yang orang kata.haha.

aku tak sabar mahu habis peperiksaan.aku mahu jumpa kawan-kawan yang lambat kagi mahu pulang.aku mahu pergi bercuti dengan teman.aku mahu habiskan dengan kamu.aku mahu pulang ke rumah.mahu gaduh dan main sama adik-adik.haha.adik-adik yang sudah besar.maaf alang tadi angah tak sempat mahu berbual panjang.nanti balik kita bual lama lagi ya.

aku suka entri panjang supaya orang malas mahu baca.haha.suka hati aku lah mahu tulis macamana.kalau rajin baca kalau tidak tak perlu baca.haha.aku mahu berehat.selamat malam semua.

i love you!

Comments

iNn said…
betty!!!! be strong!!!
tuhan hanya menguji hambaNya yg kuat dan mampu shj...:)
do smile even when it gets tough ok.. miss u!!!
izzati said…
inn syg,
miss u too and cant wait to be there!huhu..:D

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