Skip to main content

sudah berhabuk!


should i blame the internet connection or my dear laptop for not updating my blog lately?or me myself who does not really care about it.but at least i still remember you blog.im not totally forgotten about you.the internet connection is getting more ridiculous lately and unfortunately my laptop was attacked by a virus which forced me to reformat my laptop.and i have to wait till i downloaded every driver from the internet then i can reformat it.it takes time and i hope it will be so much better after this.

so a lot of things happen.jamuan hari raya.the professorial lecture.birthday ceebration.it was great.too great and meaningful to me especially when i turned 20.not a teen-agers anymore but no worries because most of my friends already entitled to vote and im not.so im still young.jamuan hari raya was successfully organized by all of us.everyone contribute and enjoy it.i try my best for it and thats what i can do.im not perfect so there must be some mistakes somewhere.sorry for that.professorial lecture on friday was another great event.but we're damn tired that day.lack of sleep.and i think i can only sleep properly tomorrow night if i can.or else sunday morning.

i took 2 days to complete this post.i have a lot of things in my mind and even i cant write properly.i need someone to talk badly.but there are some things i cant tell everyone.the things are killing me.i dont know how long will i take to go back normally.it hurts me so much.damn.Ya Allah please help me.

i think i'll continue later.i have a test tomorrow and oral test for mandarin.final exam is just around the corner.good luck and all the best.

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Winter in Tokyo

Assalamualaikum. Hai there, it has been so long I did not write here. Probably will try to write more frequent this year. (konon azam tahun baru)
We just came back from Tokyo. Not really that baru. 10 days ago and we think that I should write about this trip. In case anyone out there need references on how we survived our trip for nine days.
But, let me tell you something. 1. I am going to write in bahasa rojak (if you feel annoyed reading it please do not read from the start). Well, I saw some netizens commented on FB post bout how someone tulis post pasal "OPAH" using bahasa rojak which I think it is just another desperate attention seekers tactic.
2. This is NOT "You can survive Tokyo under RM 1000" or "Visit Japan for budget only RM300". We do not restrict our budget at all. The cost is not really cheap but we tried our best to minimize the budget. 
So, here you go....
Flight ticket One fine day, my housemate said she wants to go somewhere cold to cel…

You go girl!

hai there!
it has been so long I did not post anything. I did wrote something but I did not post it. too many things happened. I'm getting older. not only me, you also right?
2016 gonna leave us in few months time. my boss favorite question is, "what  have you achieved this year, Izzati?" apparently, I'm still cracking my head for an answer at least to his question this year.
honestly, I never imagine that I'm gonna be here today. never imagine myself in Sabah for FOUR years. freaking FOUR years! I survived staying 1013 miles away from my parents. despite you know I flew back almost once a month. up to a point people are wondering if I got boyfriend back in Semenanjung. its more than a boyfriend. its my parents! its another long story. need to dedicate one whole post to summarize my 4 years in Sabah.
you know what,  things happen unexpectedly. once I had a very bad heartbroken. I put too much hope in someone. it took me so long till I can completely move on. Libra is very loy…

pesan abah

abah selalu pesan pada kami adik-beradik, dalam hidup ini kita tak akan dapat semua benda ada benda kita kena korbankan untuk dapat yang lain
betul abah. menginjak umur hampir 30 (oh, exaggerate saja), macam-macam ragam manusia boleh nampak. duduk jauh 1013 batu daripada keluarga, siapa sangka hampir 4 tahun dah dekat sini. tengok orang pergi jalan, terus jadi macam budak kecik mengadu dekat abah. dan abah as usual, trying hard to calm me down. "ada benda yang orang tu tak buat, tapi angah buat. sebab tu dia boleh pergi jalan tapi angah tak" too bad future husband. abah already put a higher level of my expectations to men in my heart.
dengan jujur, I spend most of my salary for flight tickets. kan dulu pernah saya coretkan, kalau balik setiap bulan boleh buat mak abah happy, saya akan buat.  bahkan kalau setiap minggu pun mungkin saya sanggup. syurga saya masih lagi di bawah tapak kaki mak. balancing life between work and family is important. I'm learning a lot of things here. to be ind…