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ahad pagi

malam tadi tidur dengan sungguh seronok dan lena dan awal juga.bahagia hidup
sudah lama tak tidur begitu
bangun pagi untuk sarapan
selepas itu tidur lagi sampai tengahari
memang tak senonoh perangai tapi dah mengantuk
mahu buat apa lagi


tapi malangnya tidur di pagi ahad telah didatangi mimpi yang sangat menakutkan
sehingga menganggu tidurku
panggilan telefon juga sekali lagi mengejutkan aku dari tidur
aduh banyaknya gangguan


owh
terima kasih kepada kawan-kawan yang datang semalam
seronok dapat jumpa kamu semua
ketawa bagai nak pecah perut
maaflah jika ada yang terkurang


pagi ini juga
aku dapat sesuatu yang menakjubkan
akhirnya apa yang aku cari selama ini berjaya ditemui
semoga dia gembira dengan hidup baru dia
jika rasa suatu hari nanti ingin jumpa kami kembali silalah dail sahaja nombor kami
sekurang-kurangnya kami masih ingat kamu lagi


aku akan pergi lagi untuk 3 hari yang akan datang
cuti ini aku penuhi dengan berjalan-jalan
walaupun memenatkan tapi seronok pergi ke tempat baru
sepatutnya sudah lama kami ke sana
tapi terlalu banyak halangan sehingga terpaksa ditangguhkan sehingga bertahun-tahun
akhirnya..


pulang nanti aku akan menerima keputusan peperiksaan
apalah agaknya nasib aku kali ini
belajarlah terima hakikat dengan redha
tabah.cekal.tawakal.




malam nanti sambung lagi.tampin.
later~~

fajarharapan
1622






Comments

izzahismail said…
good luck with ur result ;)
izzati said…
izzah,
thank you!
mardhiyah said…
zati, nk gi bercuti kt ner? waa besnyerr
izzati said…
mardhiyah,
zati nk ke sabah insyAllah pagi esok dengan family..mahu kirim ape2?msglah zati ye..

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