i hate you

i hate this feeling

when you feel
empty
guilty
bored
sick
sad
tired
nothing
restless
clueless

i'm not supposed to write in english
cause my english ****
somehow these are the words that i can think right now

and

YOU!
why you always come and disturb me?
can you just go away?
i need a LOT of time to get rid of you
i'm helpless now

and again i think Malaysia sangat menyeronokkan
another day dihabiskan melawat Malaysia
and tonight i want to plan another trip melawat Malaysia







lupakan sahaja.biarkan dia.
later~~

fajarharapan
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