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i hate you

i hate this feeling

when you feel
empty
guilty
bored
sick
sad
tired
nothing
restless
clueless

i'm not supposed to write in english
cause my english ****
somehow these are the words that i can think right now

and

YOU!
why you always come and disturb me?
can you just go away?
i need a LOT of time to get rid of you
i'm helpless now

and again i think Malaysia sangat menyeronokkan
another day dihabiskan melawat Malaysia
and tonight i want to plan another trip melawat Malaysia







lupakan sahaja.biarkan dia.
later~~


fajarharapan
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Comments

mrdhyh said…
yeah baby,,malaysia is veryyyyy interesting..cume kte je yg tak perasan huhu..
December 21, 2008 at 10:40 AM
izzati said…
mrdhyh,
tu lah pasal..
jln2 malaysia pun dh ckp best rasanya..
dpt2 kalo sape yg minat sejarah..hehe
December 21, 2008 at 10:56 AM
mrdhyh said…
yep2..hehe..tp bukanla minat kat sejarah..suke jalan2 je :D hehehe..
eh nway yg sbelah zati yg pakai tudung coklet tu mak ke?
December 21, 2008 at 6:32 PM
izzati said…
nope..my aunty tu but my mum pny sister la..
rupa kami sama kah?hehe
December 21, 2008 at 7:41 PM
mrdhyh said…
oOoo.. xdela same sgt tp adela features yg same sket tp tatau tang mane. hehe..
December 21, 2008 at 8:48 PM
izzati said…
hehe..adelah tu sket2 yg sama..
December 22, 2008 at 12:36 AM
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