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sekali lagi

malam tadi aku tidur awal
aku penat dan mengantuk
tambahan tak ada kerja untuk aku buat

alhamdulillah keputusan peperiksaan agak memuaskan
walaupun hasrat untuk masuk senarai penerima anugerah dekan masih gagal.tahun depan cuba lagi.
maka aku boleh tidur dengan tenang malam ini.

1.45 pagi
aku dikejutkan dari tidur
mak ngah sakit perut dan kita hendak ke seremban hantar dia
dalam masa yang sama aku juga sakit perut
aku tahu ini mesti masuk angin.sabar sahajalah.

2.45 pagi
kami berempat tinggal di kampung sementara mereka ke seremban
aku sempat bermain brain test kerana gagal untuk menyambung tidur aku yang terganggu
masih ada lagi teman yang belum tidur pada waktu begini

4.00 pagi
mereka pulang dari seremban
pasti tiada doktor pakar pagi-pagi ini
maka harus kembali mendapatkan penjelasan yang pakar nanti
kami pulang ke rumah semula
perut aku masih sakit.harap-harap tak melarat.

inilah aktiviti malam aku hari ini
banyak pengajaran aku dapat
jangan ponteng waktu makan
jangan selalu buat orang lain tunggu kita
it's not my intention to make you keep on waiting
learn how to wait cause you don't know
you might have to wait forever in your whole life
banyakkan bersabar.jangan ikut perasaan
pastikan tidur berkualiti.maka tak kisah lah walaupun sekejap tapi sangat puas hati.

aku agak tersentuh malam ini
aku tahu pasti hormon ini lagi
maka esok jika perancangan aku jadi
aku akan pergi membawa diri
ke mana?biarlah rahsia.
biarlah aku menjauh dari komputer ini
kalau ada benda penting pandai-pandai lah cari aku




kalau tak jadi,aku akan tetap di sini.
later~~

fajarharapan
0520


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