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and so last night i dreamed about someone told me about her i cant remember whose telling me about her maybe my friends or maybe her friends the clear message is dont ever try to compete with her cause shes beautiful,nice,tall,slim and shes so perfect never compare myself to her shes different in the other words maybe shes great you know all this kinda girl talks that i dreamed about usually i dreamed about my friends and not this warning type dream i dont really care bout my dream but sometimes it affect my entire day i should consider that as nightmares luckily someone didnt kill me in my dream maybe thats the first warning and she'll haunt me till i stop oh thats dangerous and irritating so,go away you and your friends or we can be friends and know each other well thats better i think but i think your name is not Mas right? or im stealing someone else boyfriend right now?

today its raining from morning till afternoon and my first time experience driving in a heavy rain is not that bad only after a while i got mild headache due to straining of my eyes to see the road clearly unfortunately after stop at giant i dont feel like going out so i decided to have my lunch at secret recipe.while im waiting for my food the shop blackout due to some technical problem.so eating a black pepper chicken in dark is cool.haha. then i start my journey to complete the tasks. i went to bank islam and found out the atm machine broke down.have to fill in the form and wait at the counter.then i asked the officer in charge regarding my mother's credit card.then i walked to the pharmacy and asked about penicillin tag or other personal recognition for penicillin-allergic patient.uncle said no unless you put some sticker on the mykad so it'll be much easier to recognize. after that i went to the photo shop and developed 256 pictures.till this morning only i can finished pu...

so tomorrow is monday and i dont really know what to do i've nothing important to do till wednesday and i keep on thinking of doing some sort of travelling.unfortunately everybody doesnt agree with me.they keep on asking me to stay at home and avoid public transport and take care of yourself and this is so dangerous and just do the house chores and a list of advices.which i choose to keep quiet everytime they start talking. just coming back from KLIA to send my aunty. Ya Allah,there are like thousands of cars on the road and they arent moving. luckily,my aunty called PLUS before we start our journey and managed to avoid the traffic jammed.we reached KLIA 9.12 p.m and the counter for check-in close at 9.15 p.m.nasib baik sempat. roughly,tomorrow i already planned a trip to tampin where i can do a few things there.no wall climbing.no movies.no mcdonalds.no shopping.haha. im going to bank islam regarding my mother's credit card. im going to print out a few pictures from my laptop....

guess what?after two weeks stranded at puncak alam finally i can spend my weekend at home.not only for 3 days but luckily its mid semester break so i've a week here.and i planned for our school reunion on wednesday.yeay! another 30 minutes and im off to visit my sister at her hostel.paling mengada-ngada mahu duduk asrama sedangkan 5 minit sahaja jarak dari sekolah ke rumah.adik oh adik. and today my mother masak gulai telur itik.lama sungguh tak makan.rasa nikmat dapat makan proper foods kat rumah.before these tensed wires on my teeth show their power to rearrange back everything,better eat what i can now.haha. dear doctor,dont blame me.my teeth is so stubborn.they dont want to move faster.maybe they fall in love with one of your equipment.so they can meet each other everytime i've an appointment.owh a romantic dental love story.haha. so,enjoy your holiday people.those who are going back today,happy driving.drive carefully.and dont forget to take your meals.take care

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i think the best word for today is thank you to everybody around me i just feel sick tonight maybe its just my feelings or im really sick wait till tomorrow then i'll know im having some problem with myself my right knee is in trouble everytime i sit quietly for a long time and im easily feel drowsy like the blood cant reach my brain and i dont know why i feel like im gonna miss something i know mengingati mati itu harus sentiasa but this time around i can feel the sadness in me okay forget about it its just me with my mixed feelings tonight hopefully im gonna wake up tomorrow happily and i dont want any nightmares tonight

before i sleep i want to write few words here things are getting better i think hopefully tomorrow is better than today and im waiting unpatiently for my scholars cepatlah bendahari release kan duit itu i'll love bank islam if they sms me tomorrow morning haha.the same thing happen every semester. gotta see you later tomorrow.insyAllah and to mar, thanks for understanding me. =)

woke up at 2 and kinda feel dizzy dont know what happen last night till im so sleepy this morning im so sorry i changed my url and i know changing the url is somehow the same thing like i have a new blog i dont care cause if you really want to follow me do ask me what happen or try to google it by yourself i dont know when i can get you out of mind im definitely missing you although i didnt talk to you for several days and we didnt chat like what we always did before it hurts me a lot.a lot as i cant tell you how much i hurt i dont want to cry cause big girls dont cry but till when i can hold everything inside.im not blaming you.its my fault as well to pretend to be strong is easy as abc but to be strong is not that easy sacrificing your feelings is even harder to do if you can finally trace my blog i know you'll know who you're you always know who im talking about i need to be strong my heart need to be strong laughing outside never mean im not crying inside i'll cry till ...

done with today tasks kan dah kata malam ini tidur seorang diri and i dont really like that semakin homesick dibuatnya everybody ada plan sendiri so i cant stop anybody from doing anything they want to its getting harder for me to handle myself im currently lost control of my own emotion. tak tahulah makin lama makin teruk. i really need someone to help me. and you are getting far away from me. which is good for both of us but it hurts me a lot. but please just do it and later i'll learn to accept it. do it your own way and i'll do my own way. i should force myself to sleep and i dont expect you'll talk to me a lot after this. so i've to prepare myself for the self-threatening situation.haha.macam nak pergi mana. prevention is better than cure.walaupun dah tahap critical still boleh survive lagi. take care and drive safely.

maka sabtu ialah hujung minggu pertama di puncak alam ini perancangan awal hari ini tidak sepatutnya menjadi all-alone-in-the-house day honestly,if i know it earlier i'll definitely grab my bag and be at home now quite sad cause i hate to stay in this empty house alone.i repeat its not a room.my room is definitely empty.the house is also empty.at last,after having lunch with yang i read some mandarin and fall asleep till 6.45.owh what a nice day. sebab itu my friends selalu wonder bila kami nak ada boyfriend.tapi tak ada boyfriend pun mereka still keluar juga.i dont have any feelings to watch movies now.so why wasting my money if i can save on a few things.being left alone is not that bad just a little bit afraid if i've to sleep alone tonight.its okay i'll send SOS to someone nearer and accompany here. belajar berdikari dan bersendiri is the best thing to do here.im kinda homesick today and thats why i hate to stay alone.i miss everything where i can drive,can eat properly...

im so sorry mr.blog sudah lama tidak meninggalkan coretan disini masa dan tempat yang kurang strategik menyebabkan banyak halangan untuk menulis.dan kehidupan baru di puncak alam agak mengambil masa untuk menyesuaikan diri.bukan sebagai pelajar baru tapi rutin harian baru.ke kelas seawal jam 8 pagi.beriadah di waktu petang dengan teman-teman yang memang jarang sekali dilakukan ketika di shah alam dulu.aktiviti membasuh baju sendiri yang telah bertahun ditinggalkan.semuanya harus kembali kepada tugas-tugas asas hidup di asrama.tapi asrama ini lebih seronoklah.dan masih tidak berkesempatan untuk mengambil gambar matahari terbenam yang sungguh cantik dari atas bukit ini.insyAllah satu hari nanti akan berjaya. hati mahu jadi lebih kuat kali ini.harus kuat kerana sudah hampir ke tahap kritikal.mungkin dengan bantuan dan kata-kata semangat yang diberikan akan berjaya.cari nahas lagi sekarang tanggung sendiri akibatnya.tapi sesuatu yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya.percayalah.maka hati,sila me...

semalam saya telah berjaya menuju puncak ke puncak alam yang jauh dari pandangan mata maka lagi 2 minggu akan berada di sini sebelum pulang untuk temujanji disebabkan mengangkat barang-barang lebih dari kemampuan sekarang banyak kesakitan yang melanda terutama di belakang kelas pertama hari ini saya rasa bahagia sedikit mengantuk tapi gembira mungkin kerana pertama kali saya memahami beberapa perkara yang diajar oleh pensyarah didalam kelas permulaan yang baik untuk 12 minggu yang mendatang dan saya gembira jumpa kawan-kawan sejak semalam bertemu kembali dengan kawan sangat menarik banyak benda untuk diceritakan,dibualkan,diketawakan walaupun ada yang kurang menggembirakan tapi apakan daya saya juga manusia biasa petang disini mengikut perancangan hendak diisi dengan berjalan-jalan tapi kita hanya merancang dan Dia yang menentukan penghuni kolej yang lain juga sangat gemar beriadah pada waktu petang mungkin sudah terlalu bosna di bilik atau berlatih untuk kejohanan SAF tidak lama lagi ...

beberapa tidak lama lagi i've to go and register myself at puncak alam which i dont know how far and how long i'll take to reach there.im counting hours now.all my stuffs are already arranged nicely in the car and tomorrow gonna bring some foods and pillows.my younger sister stayed in her hostel since last friday.i want to talk about her yesterday but suddenly i dont feel like i want to and i went to bed. i want to finish watching 100 days with mr arrogant and sleep till 6 a.m.i need to prepare spaghetti cause after subuh im leaving.already done the toppings for cake and the spaghetti's sauce.thanks a lot mak for helping me out with all these tasks.without you i cant finish up everything tonight. so i can feel some excitement to meet my friends back after a long holiday but puncak alam itself make me feel like i dont want to be there.we've to do something to make it best and cool to stay.owh and i cant believe my friends still gonna play water balloon.im loving it! i do...

kan dah kata.. i stuck in front of laptop for 2 hours watching korean movies. sambil makan maggi for brunch. and i wonder why uitm block facebook?block friendster cukuplah. kejam kejam kejam now finding software to bypass the internet blocks. hopefully will find it before sunday.

officially my home-quarantine finally ended yesterday. i went to pasar malam,ambil pulasan,pick up my sister.yeay! i'll skipped class tomorrow cause im going back to my new campus in puncak alam which is so far away from everybody and very difficult to go there on sunday.im definitely very sure gonna have trouble to go back there unless i asked someone to pick me somewhere.actually this semester i planned to come back regularly cause my friends are here and i want to spend some weekend with them.so i cant plan anything now unless i've been there and know what to do and where to go and how to get there.life is getting more complicated. this morning the plan is to pack my stuffs and throw away all unwanted papers.in the afternoon will go to tampin and buy stocks for next 2 weeks maybe.owh and i planned to bake a cake and make some spaghetti for my friends.depends on my mood laa.seems like i've lots of plans but dont know which one i want to do first.perhaps i might stuck in f...

adakah pagi esok akan dikejutkan dengan panggilan telefon lagi? dengan mamai-mamai angkat phone.suara serak. kenapalah telefon pagi sangat. dan hari ini makan durian lagi.walaupun telah sampai ke penghujung musim tapi masih ada lagi yang gugur.pulasan juga sudah masak.tapi tak berkesempatan untuk ambil sendiri kerana arahan kuarantin ini. hari ini seorang lagi rakan disahkan positif H1N1.semoga dia cepat sembuh dan keluar dari hospital.dan harap-harap sehingga hari rabu tidak ada sebarang simptom yang muncul.bertindaklah Osmivir. rasa seperti mahu tengok movie sebelum tidur.dan emel kepada firefly belum dihantar lagi kerana kehilangan perasaan untuk menulis.esok sahaja. selamat malam semua.jaga diri.mimpi indah.

seriously im getting tired with this quarantine order.im worried about myself and others too.the number is absolutely increasing and everybody know about the symposium or conference.however,i didnt show any symptoms except for mild SOB or shortness of breath.every time i told the officer they said i dont have to do the test as long as my temperature is normal.but lately even though you didnt show any symptom the possibility is there.the solution is,im gonna tell them again tomorrow and see what they want me to do. im supposed to register myself at kolej rafflesia today.unfortunately i've to obey the quarantine order and i dont want to risk others cause i might be the carrier.this is the first time i didnt register together with my friends.and im kinda feel sad cause only you know the excitement that you feel when you meet each other on the first day of school after a long break.im gonna miss it! owh tonight im writing something to firefly.i already checked my email and i didnt foun...

hari kedua quarantine di rumah and im getting bored. urgh. online dengan internet yang kadang-kadang putus. makan. tidur bila mengantuk. masalah mahu pulang ke puncak alam tak selesai lagi. appointment dentist sabtu ini mungkin kena postpone lagi. punyai teman baik sekarang.penutup mulut atau dikenali dengan mask. i have to take Osmivir everyday for 10 days. badan rasa sakit tapi tak tahu kenapa dan yang pasti im getting bored! help me please and i need you

have been ages tak update blog and definitely i miss you! the symposium thought me a lot of things and i met a lot of new friends.of course we're not satisfied with a few things and i hope there is some space for us to do feedback. the post-tour is cool.im happy cause my friends are happy too.although im a little bit tired looking there looking here but i dont mind. everything went smoothly except when its time to go back last night. missed my flight last night due to some unreasonable reason and im not flying with that airline anymore stranded at kl sentral for 3 hours and sleep at mcdonalds took first train to seremban and reach there before 7.30 a.m went to GH and being told to home-quarantine for 7 days.10 days supply of Osmivir and masks and mc.not so good to hear.they're calling me everyday to make sure im at home.i'll absolutely get annoyed with it after a few days. wash my clothes and get some sleep on the couch but still feel bad.haven't eat anything since last...